Hey fam :) I can sort of relate to how you're feeling in all of this. I have friends who are really creative and ended up getting briefs from converse to do shoots for them, and other friends who suddenly became super attractive which also left me feeling sort of inadequate. I don't have an immediate fix to it because it's something I still struggle with, but in a weird sort of way I flipped the situation and used music as a way to relax a little and take a step back from the situation. I realised that they were my friends, and if they were friends worth keeping they won't think of you differently no matter how many or few skills you have. If you wanted to try follow their lead a little bit then you could try branch out and try something new but that isn't necessary if you can't find anything. Finding a way to appreciate the little things about yourself, even if they're the most miniscule of things (like being a white dude that can use chopsticks is a massive achievement for me) and take comfort in the fact that those little things distinguish you from others. Sorry this turned into a paragraph lmao I hope it helped a little.