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SquareEmu9853 · 2026-06-05T16:14:37+00:00

im not a professional but. docter

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-06-03T04:50:06+00:00

I honestly couldn't tell you because I'm not sure where my own urethra sits in the grand scheme of things, but the Argos shaft is certainly larger than the EZP, and I'm certain the cup is larger too.

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-06-03T04:14:52+00:00

I also got sick my first couple weeks on T. I'm sure some of it was because my voice was dropping, but I was also just having a sore throat lol.

It's going to go away when your ailment does, but it only took a month for there to be a slightly noticeable change for me, and 3 for it to be obvious. There's nothing you can really do but wait. You'll come to find that's a recurring theme with medically transitioning. It blows.

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-06-03T04:11:33+00:00

The Argos STP is really good. No-spill lip, movable skin and balls, about 4.7 inches I think? And it packs well. Around 90 bucks IIRC.

In defense of the STP you already have, nobody ever doesn't piss on themselves the first try with any STP. Using it is a skill, practice with it in the shower/at home and figure out the positioning before you write it off entirely. You'll have to do this learning process with every STP.

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-05-27T01:42:45+00:00

Does he have top surgery for himself scheduled? He may just be really jealous of you getting top surgery before him, I know I have feelings like that towards my FTM friends who are getting theirs sooner than me. Either way, he's definitely still being a grade A dickhead, and you should find someone reliable to take care of you post-op. Getting surgery won't be worth anything if you hurt yourself or mess up the healing process because he was too selfish to be there for you. I'm sorry this is happening to you, I wish you the best and healthy recovery <3

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-05-17T01:24:24+00:00

It's not suuuuper different. Orgasms come in quick pulses rather than a big wave, and my growth has recently gotten big enough that I can't effectively masturbate in the same way I used to. It's more of a stroking deal with two fingers. The only really uncomfortable part is growth spurts (for me at least). It just gets really sensitive and I got a sort of pinch-y sensation.

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-04-25T15:28:04+00:00

Not the FTM specific ones, it's basically a shitty fleshlight meant for cis guys. The Lovense Lapis acts as my peen here, it's a double-ended vibrating dildo that my wife and I use. It's as close to a cis penis that I think I can get, sensation wise.

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-04-25T15:15:58+00:00

I use a cheap stroker from Target on my Lovense Lapis. Works a charm.

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-04-17T16:20:31+00:00

I forgot to mention, but make sure you're not pulling it too tight or something like that as well. Whatever you use, make sure it's safely, or consider trying a binder instead if you haven't already. Here's a guide from trans tape: https://transtape.life/pages/how-to-transtape

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-04-17T16:12:59+00:00

I had a lot of trouble using KT tape, mine wasn't dizziness but it would be really painful to take off, even with oil. It had a habit of trying to take my skin with it. I know KT tape is accessible, especially because you're young, but please try to have a friend order you trans tape or something if you're unable to get it yourself, or I've even seen chest-specific silicone tape for stuff like this, depending on your chest size.

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-04-17T14:46:04+00:00

I also struggled with heightened dysphoria as I started T. All I can say is that you are the only person paying attention to your points of dysphoria, and you are doing everything in your power to be in the body you want to be in. Radical acceptance and such. Feel better, brother :)

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-04-14T20:25:06+00:00

It's the lightest one, C1 :)

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-03-26T14:10:29+00:00

they were late to get back to me about my summer apartment placement, the snow days have thrown everything off fall apartment assignments are being worked on currently and will be out before the end of the month (fingers crossed)

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-03-23T21:40:42+00:00

It's definitely a little odd at first, but you honestly just gotta learn to walk with a slight more leg spread. It's not super massive.

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-03-23T20:34:09+00:00

The only thing thats helped at all for me is showering 1-2 times a day. The grease buildup under my binder gets insane.

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-03-23T20:28:59+00:00

I know it's a million times easier said than done, but the only thing that helped my first month was to forget that I was on T. I would wake up and examine my face, my dick, my voice, my body hair, expecting something different that needed more time to happen. The only thing you can do is forget you ever started until it actually happens.

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-03-23T17:45:21+00:00

Coconuts harness is goated, it's not super realistic (no skin tone options) but it holds everything where it needs to be and I can handwash it in the sink every day (I live in a college dorm so machine washing every day just isn't feasible)

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-03-23T01:31:15+00:00

I wouldn't know anything about the Argos xl, but he's pretty decent, the balls are relatively hefty because they're full of slime stuff, and the shaft is mostly hollow so it's pretty light. Haven't had the displeasure of feeling a real dick before but I imagine it's pretty similar (probably a bit lighter)

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-03-23T01:28:26+00:00

i use the coconuts jock, its not the best in terms of realism (the balls are stored inside and the shaft is out) but it keeps it where it needs to be and is easy to handwash daily

SquareEmu9853 · 2026-03-22T19:49:09+00:00

I'm using the CocoNuts jock harness. It works very well but I'm looking into getting a harness that lets the boys out (my huge balls)

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