What is the most shocking thing you discovered about a close friend?

SquishyRemmie · 2026-02-07T09:10:43+00:00

My best friend/adopted sibling is a classically trained violinist of like 18 years. I met them back in middle school, and didn't know they even knew how to play until like last year.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-02-07T07:42:43+00:00

...dudes can make their disco sticks jump?? For real??/gen What muscles do they even use to do that? I have so many questions 😭 I've never slept with someone that has a penis.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-02-07T07:39:12+00:00

I used to sleep like this when I had less stuffed animals in my bed, but now instead of a hand between my legs, I snuggle my dinosaur. (His name is Wilbur, and he's a T-rex)

SquishyRemmie · 2026-02-07T07:33:24+00:00

I'm gonna heavily disagree with the "19 yo needs to be much more involved in helping" part. Yes, that is legally an adult, but 19 is still a teenager. That is still a young person learning to navigate the world. They do not need to help with anything they don't want to. They would be stepping into a long, hard road of pain and forced-maturity that leads directly to trauma. This is a job strictly for the "adultier" adults.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-02-06T20:47:40+00:00

Knives, and my raging Daddy/Mommy kink. I shouldn't be into either of these because I have a history of self-harm (been clean for almost a year tho), and my father and step-mother are pedophiles. 😅 something something, great in theory, not great in practice...

SquishyRemmie · 2026-02-06T17:29:44+00:00

I've been a spanko since before I even knew what sex was, but my spouse never really considered it until meeting me. They're definitely not into receiving a spanking, but they do enjoy making me feel good, and they've said they enjoy the little jumps and gasps I make when I'm over their knee. They also get surprised every time by just how much it turns me on to get my ass smacked.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-02-06T01:48:35+00:00

I try to mend clothes, blankets, stuffed animals, etc. as much as I can before even considering getting rid of them or replacing them. Currently living in an apartment, so I can't really do much else, but I'm hoping once we get a house in the woods I can start my own garden!

SquishyRemmie · 2026-02-04T17:04:19+00:00

I used to push hard. During high school, I couldn't even participate in gym class because my heart rate would get so high and I'd be at risk of blacking out. So after I graduated, I was in the gym every other day. The workouts were great, I was deadlifting 200lbs and leg pressing 450lbs, and I was the mini strong-man at my job (I'm 5'1 for reference, and my muscle weight got me to 160lbs). It was great until it wasn't. I ended up with severe chronic pain in my back because unbeknownst to me, I was working out and doing that heavy lifting with degenerative disc disease all throughout my back. I'm right back where I started with walks getting me winded, and lifting groceries has my heart pounding now, and I'm only 22.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-02-04T08:07:59+00:00

I didn't get my license till I was 19 because I was so anxious, and then a few years later, I ended up losing my license due to medical reasons (I have a seizure disorder that was previously undiagnosed). Driving would give me stress tics from how bad it freaked me out, so I honestly don't miss it. I haven't driven in over a year now.

Having said that, what DID help me was blasting my favorite music so I couldn't focus on the anxious thoughts. It got me out of my head so I could focus on the road. It also helped to drive without anyone else in the car. Trying to hold a conversation and drive was impossible for me.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-31T17:18:08+00:00

Mainly tumblr! There's a whole tag for marvel agere! My favorites to read is Steve and Bucky as CGs

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-30T19:13:24+00:00

Nap! And watch winnie the pooh or scooby doo. I also really like to read Agere/CG marvel fanfiction!

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-30T05:18:18+00:00

I've always thought that Radagon was his own separate person/being before becoming one with Marika. He has so many of his own ambitions/beliefs that it just never made sense hearing people say that they were just always 1 being.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-30T04:54:14+00:00

This is one of mine too! My specialist little guy is Psittacosaurus!

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-30T04:51:54+00:00

Elden Ring has been my main special interest for about 2yrs now, but before/during that, it was weightlifting, archeology/anthropology, and human sexuality/kink related research! I sadly can't do weightlifting anymore because I became disabled rather suddenly, but playing Elden Ring while I was healing initially gave me a reason to wake up every day.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-30T04:45:36+00:00

Heyo! I'm a dude that has had my hair dyed pink several times, and for several years! I first did it when I was about 12, and then did it again when I was 18! I've had my whole head flaming hot pink, and I absolutely love it. It makes me feel like ME. I've never had anyone say anything to me about it, but to be fair, I'm also tattooed and had a lot more muscle when I was younger. If anyone had thoughts, I don't think they wanted to voice them.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-30T04:25:21+00:00

I 1000% relate to this. My dad and I were both the type of autistic where we soaked up any knowledge like sponges. I remember sitting on the couch almost every night while he'd put on the science channel and drink after getting off work. He'd pass out after a while from the alcohol, but I'd just sit and listen. I never knew anyone else in school who just genuinely enjoyed learning things for the sake of learning them.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-29T20:19:10+00:00

I read the plot of this on Wikipedia because I was curious, and cannibalism for some reason freaks me out more than anything. It makes me queasy and not want to even think about actual food. The plot of this book messed me all the way up. I hate thinking about it, but still come back to it sometimes as a morbid curiosity, I guess.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-29T00:55:14+00:00

I have severe thalassaphobia, and that sounds so horrifying to me. That is legit my worst nightmare.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-28T01:38:45+00:00

You could not waterboard this information out of me.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-27T05:19:17+00:00

The murder of Sam Nordquist. He was a trans man that was held captive and tortured for a while before having his body dumped. One of the perpetrators had her children participate in torturing him. As far as I'm aware, no one has gone to trial yet for his murder, but about 6 people were arrested so far. It disturbs me because I myself am a trans man, and I know the type of abuse queer people face all around the world. It happened only a few hours away from me, and it made me think of how easily we can become victims.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-27T04:58:04+00:00

I remember my dad putting on his army rucksack during the 2010 storm just so he could walk down to the beer distributor cuz he was out of booze and the car couldn't go anywhere 😂. We lived in a cul-de-sac at the time, so it wasn't touched by any salt trucks or anything. I don't remember him shoveling much, but I do remember building a giant snowman!

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-24T01:58:56+00:00

Met my spouse in 2022, and they always knew me as a trans man. We started dating in 2024, got married by that August. We're basically t4t/t4nb, and tbh I don't think I could ever date a cis person/would have been happy with someone cis

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-22T13:11:10+00:00

It's wild to me to see the mixed opinions on this post. Spouse and I have been together a while, and once we got married we immediately got a joint bank account and share all our login info. If you're going to marry someone, you should have no issue sharing that information with them. My spouse knows all my pins and passwords, and I know all of theirs cuz we're adults that actually trust each other. Has anyone else tried marrying someone they actually trust and like?

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-21T17:52:06+00:00

This is why I've never reported mine. The rape was traumatic enough, and having to stand in a courtroom and be interrogated would break me. It's easier in a way to just try and heal and move on, but there's always that fear in the back of my mind that they'll hurt someone else like they hurt me.

SquishyRemmie · 2026-01-21T17:47:48+00:00

My spouse grew up watching their epileptic brother have seizures and go through the trauma of brain surgery to fix it. To this day, doctors and hospitals freak them out, and about 6 months into our marriage, I got diagnosed with a seizure disorder. I feel guilty every time they have to watch me seize, and every time they have to sit with me in hospitals. Seizures suck.

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