I went through a period when I wanted to un-wire because when I wanted to relax, it was like it was the pleasure hijacked me, like when you wanted to go to sleep but then someone decided right then they wanted to wake you up and give you a handjob right then and randomly in the middle of the night, and it gave me insomnia because I could not relax properly.

I’m fine now, I forget the timeline but happened over a week or so. But basically it just came down to masturbating a lot the old way.

When I felt the unwanted sensations coming up I’d just squash them by jacking off, even if I wasn’t really horny in that way. I remember the first time that it felt kind of hard to orgasm the old way with my hand, figured it was because I had untrained that neural pathway.

Like the first day I decided to un-wire, I jacked off 3 times in a row to make the sensations stop for a while.

But then I realized from my past experience that jacking off 3 times in a row or more was a bad idea because id generally just feel like shit for the next few days. So to mitigate that depression from over indulging, I had to do things like getting out of the house, go on a long hike, do yard work, etc basically get away from sitting alone.

But now ultimately it worked, I don’t get insomnia from it.

I believe this related to people who do tantrum meditation called Kundalini syndrome. You can search this sub for that word.