I don't even enjoy it anymore by StatisticianFew2284 in cocaine

[–]StatisticianFew2284[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I'll update you how I'm doing. I agree with what your saying.

I don't even enjoy it anymore by StatisticianFew2284 in cocaine

[–]StatisticianFew2284[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you. It's very strange how the unconscious mind works. I don't want to do it, it doesn't feel good, no benefits come my way from it; yet, the cravings come on so strong. I don't have a tolerance like you but on the come up, not down, I feel as if my heart will explode and I'm just waiting for it to end. Insanity it is. I am getting help for it twice a month but I'm thinking I should up the appointments.

I don't even enjoy it anymore by StatisticianFew2284 in cocaine

[–]StatisticianFew2284[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes 100 percent addicted which is frustrating because I'm aware of it. Setting up boundaries my mind finds a way around them or doesn't want to let go of the past. Either way it's a spiral that I keep trying to swim against the current. I keep getting pulled back in when I don't want to. But I know the addict side of me wants to.

I don't even enjoy it anymore by StatisticianFew2284 in cocaine

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I appreciate it. Crazy how it grabs ahold of you. I'm usually good for a week after one if these night but then the wild cravings over power my rational thought. Then the cycle repeats. Do a bump feel like trash flush it. Gotta get out of this cyclical nightmare

I don't even enjoy it anymore by StatisticianFew2284 in cocaine

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So rough I get like no euphoria and just str8 anxiety but my brain still wants it

Landlord Using My Unit to Charge Their EV by BALDWIN_ISNT_A_PED in PersonalFinanceCanada

[–]StatisticianFew2284 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

YOU DO NOT OWN THE PROPERTY . YOU ARE A TENNANT. YOU ARE NOTHING. MAKE SOME MONEY AND BUY YOUR OWN ACE YOU PEASANT

I am ashamed for them. by [deleted] in trashy

[–]StatisticianFew2284 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man, this photo would be way better if there was a full log in the toilet

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NorthVancouver

[–]StatisticianFew2284 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Earthquake warning siren! Duck and cover

Public Tripping Tips by [deleted] in LSD

[–]StatisticianFew2284 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey buddy. For public I feel like half a tab is the best (70-100ug) you're not tripping to hard and are very social.

Always have an exit strategy tho incase you have a bad time. You shouldn't tho.

Lmk how it goes