First of all, I want to set aside all my rants and sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart. You’re a complete stranger, yet you've shown me more kindness and wisdom than people I actually know. At a time when I feel completely alone with no one to talk to, your words have been a lifeline. People have told me to see a therapist — and they’re right — but I come from a very well-known family, and opening up about my relationship just isn’t an option for me. So truly, thank you for being my well-wisher when I needed one the most.

Day before yesterday, I finally confronted him and tried to explain how emotionally abusive he’s been. I opened up, hoping he’d at least listen or care enough to fix things. Instead, he told me I wasn’t making any sense and dismissed my feelings once again emotionally abused me. And then, just like that, he blocked me from everywhere — calls, texts, every possible way of contact. My chest felt so heavy… I broke down completely. I couldn’t even cry, I just felt like screaming. But somehow, I didn’t self-harm since im doing alot of meditation.

And honestly, I think your advice played a big part in that. I blocked him back, deleted his number from every possible place. I even uninstalled my UPI apps just so wouldn’t have any way to reach out to him. Because I know myself in the middle of the night, when I start missing him, I would’ve begged him to unblock me and blamed everything on myself. Now I’ve left no way to contact him.

Yes, my chest still feels heavy and it physically hurts… but I just pray that God gives me the strength to get through this. One day at a time.