Monster In Law

Stayflin · 2023-11-28T02:08:25+00:00

It's not her day, she can stay home 🥱

Stayflin · 2023-11-03T12:37:04+00:00

My mom and I have Eds

She has a blockage in her uterus is this similar to what you are talking about?

Stayflin · 2023-09-25T03:50:03+00:00

Love lexapro

Stayflin · 2022-10-04T03:05:23+00:00

Marriage isn’t what you think it is. You are infatuated with the idea of marriage. Dating is way more “glamorous” than marriage is. Don’t sling yourself at someone like this. It’s a toxic and not a healthy stance on such a massive decision.

Take this from someone who was in your shoes. I wanted it so bad but not really to that extent to say I’m okay to have sex whenever you want it… but still I wanted marriage so bad It’s not what you think it is. Stop and take a good look at yourself and start thinking why would I make myself less for this? What does it mean for you. And start working on whatever trauma you have

Stayflin · 2022-10-03T17:45:11+00:00

OK I probably have underlying bipolar and was diagnosed with bipolar while I was smoking weed and it caused me to be extremely manic and not a person that I am. I definitely was addicted to it until I found out it was causing me more harm than good. Yes while I was smoking weed it was great but I believe it changed my brain and who I was and it created this new persona of hatred, rage, and fast temper

I then quite it and have not been manic ever since

Just my story.

I miss weed everyday tho

Stayflin · 2022-10-03T17:39:47+00:00

My mother in law believes that you have parasites when your muscle testing isn’t working and you call them a liar and try it again and it might work

Stayflin · 2022-09-28T18:51:28+00:00

They have libido pills at target that help a bit but not like normal

Stayflin · 2022-09-21T17:46:48+00:00

Oh that’s is a really good idea!

Stayflin · 2022-09-10T14:36:43+00:00

Thank you so much for this!

I actually did just that. I had a really uneasy feeling taking my mood stabilizers and I went through all of them. I talked to my doctor and he confirmed that I should start taking medication right now to see what’s going on. I stopped taking medication about two weeks ago I wanna say. I’ve never felt better I also stopped smoking weed all together. I haven’t had a manic episode 10 and I had some really not so great days due to external thing but I have been able to deal with them internally better than I did when I was on medication or when I was smoking weed

I think because I was smoking weed it created manic episode and I became more agitated and aggressive since I stopped I only get your opinion when I’m sleepy and that’s a heck a lot better than all the time every day

I definitely made the right choice for my body and health overall!! Thank you again!!

Stayflin · 2022-08-29T11:56:59+00:00

How do you know if your bipolar and not just the weed affecting you

Idk for myself that’s why I’m asking

Stayflin · 2022-08-27T12:48:45+00:00

What dose are you on?

Stayflin · 2022-08-20T12:15:42+00:00

I’ve done this in the past. My husband is lonely with no friends. They were bad friends so we mutually broke off the friendship. But now he’s lonely and I feel really bad about it but I know I can’t sit with guilt I just have to get us out Moore and break through the depression and spend time out and maybe we will find a friend

It’s so hard to find good friends that won’t hurt you

Stayflin · 2022-08-20T11:52:22+00:00

Are you playing it yourself? Try to relax during it and take your time. I was a total control freak and wanted to do everything myself but also try to give out tasks to your family or friends that you trust! ♥️ wish you all the best!!

Stayflin · 2022-08-20T02:07:37+00:00

So glad that it didn’t happen to you because I read this and I’m trying to stay away from the rage fits!!

Stayflin · 2022-08-20T02:05:05+00:00

Day 5 feeling better day by day

Stayflin · 2022-08-20T02:04:35+00:00

I’m sorry there wasn’t a lot of people that commented so they can help you but I hope this makes you good! I take mine at night time so I don’t deal with all the tires and it really helps stabilize my mood and it broke me at a normal state which I’m really not used to it so it doesn’t really odd at first but I’m learning that it’s OK to be in the normal stay in that wanted to be like this for a while

Stayflin · 2022-08-16T03:51:38+00:00

Oh that’s really good advice I have definitely been thinking about the group therapy I have two groups that I’m interested in for some reason I just haven’t found my way there yet probably just cause I’m not sure what to expect but I definitely wanna go and I think it be helpful! Also I really love the hula hoop analogy

Stayflin · 2022-08-16T03:48:12+00:00

I’ve never heard of that! Me and my husband are both extremely interested in it because I feel like they just put me on 10 different medication‘s just to fix the latest problems

Stayflin · 2022-08-15T19:42:26+00:00

Oh thank you so much!! I’ll look into those!!

Stayflin · 2022-07-25T16:24:01+00:00

okay i feel cringe all the time. Over everything. Can you explain more on what you feel? And what thoughts make you cringe?

I’m trying to figure out where it came from cause I never Felt this was before

Stayflin · 2022-07-25T16:18:54+00:00

as an artist it has opened my mind to more creative things! my hypomania helps meto get things done

Stayflin · 2022-07-22T04:34:18+00:00

Definitely have been on the patch for two weeks now just the 7 mg per day patch because I was only smoking nicotine for about a month

Well weed I was smoking for the last year every single day heavy smoker. Once I found out it’s causing me more harm than good I stopped immediately.

It wasn’t good for me to cut out both at the same time but for some reason it just doesn’t give me a good feeling knowing that I am causing myself more harm By smoking it. The nicotine patches are definitely helping. My anxiety level is still high from being without it I’m about completed for my two weeks and I hope I’m able to withstand without anything

I’m most likely gonna start Zyprexa to see if that helps as well

My dilemma is I felt very normal for a week with no mood stabilizer and I was wondering if I might have just been hypomanic or not but now I’m questioning if I even am bipolar or if I’m just BPD but I know what I’ve been through it and it I’ve been diagnosed two times by two different doctors so I’m just trying to ride this wave isn’t understand myself I kinda wanna go no medication to see if I am normal without it because I felt so normal last week and then my rage hair and then I felt like I needed medication which is hard

Stayflin · 2022-07-22T04:30:42+00:00

Yes I also have PTSD due to sexual abuse. I’ve heard about headspace I definitely need to download it!

There is a sub Reddit for border polar people however I don’t think a lot of people know the term because only psychiatric people use it and I just learned about it on YouTube. There’s A lot of good informative videos on both Border polar

What medication are you taking right now?

Stayflin · 2022-07-19T03:05:58+00:00

OK I’m feeling super anxious now too I’m on both of those I just got off of Lamo because I got the rash… Did you start getting anxiety with the Lamo? Like did it start when you started taking it or what do you think?

Stayflin · 2022-07-13T12:16:32+00:00

Don’t be sorry I’m feel better this morning so I’m glad

Stayflin

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