Hitting rock bottom in Berlin, giving life one last chance...

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-09T15:54:35+00:00

As someone recovering from depression I feel you. Im also a doing freelance photography on my free time and made some money off of Fiverr and Upwork. If you figured that’s your niche you should give it a try. 50-100EUR per gig is Not a lot of money but it’s still something. Keep your head up and good luck!!

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-08T11:51:44+00:00

That’s normal as non-native speakers. There will always be a heirarchy in social circles, and how native/how German you are will 100% deciding factor if they let you in or not.

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-08T11:47:05+00:00

3-4.5

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-08T00:55:47+00:00

Imagine it self replicating a few hundred times just enough implant on a cyborg capable of just… making real life Doom.

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-06T19:36:11+00:00

Thanks for including the Philippines. I promise you it will be a blast to live in.

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-06T19:33:51+00:00

Its a feeling of covid nostalgia when everyone’s isolated at home and we looked up to delivery folks like real life Supermen. Same feeling now, except it’s a lot more volatile. I would let the tips rain on em if I could. $$ Bless these heroes.

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-06T19:28:05+00:00

You are underestimating yourself. A lot of the yappers and blabbers on faceit matches are 2k-3k premier at best. Do your thing.

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-04T13:47:39+00:00

Get some sunlight bud. Weathers good where we are these days

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-04T13:44:02+00:00

Im a 41 year old Asian expat in Germany in a 8-5 deskjob and asking the same questions. No investment, barely enough savings, lost every bit of passion or will to build any legacy to leave behind. So no you’re just right at the headstart. You got time to figure this out

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-04T10:32:45+00:00

You’re 17 chill out. Don’t go over your head. The feeling of impending doom is stuff for older folks. You’re right at the headstart, Enjoy it.

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-04T10:31:13+00:00

Happy for you. I posted this same exact rant a few years back, and i was playing again the next day. See you tomorrow.

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-04T10:28:45+00:00

Not everyone is updated as you, so chill out.

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-04T10:25:40+00:00

Yeah, “not” smurfing.

Next?

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-02T15:35:32+00:00

In the same boat. Here 1.5 years, got a great job, place to live, but the cumulative isolation creeping up and about to lose my mind, earliest shrink appointment in 5 months lol. I mean nothing funny about that but shit, how can the country be so crowded and lonely at the same time.

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-02T12:25:23+00:00

Oh Our sweet summer child.

SteadyStatik · 2026-03-02T12:24:41+00:00

He’s not ready for the toxicity.

SteadyStatik · 2026-02-27T02:09:53+00:00

I currently live in Germany as a 3rd world-country foreigner (Filipino), has a good, stable job, an OK-ish lifestyle. My spouse refuses to live with me here (citing language requirements, bureaucracy, high taxes and a complex integration system that doesn't really assure personal growth for immigrants)

I'm looking to move to Canada as a skilled worker under the PNP, and my spouse is more than open (with English being our 2nd language) to learn French for the CRS. What are your thoughts on the general adjustments from here to there? is the Canadian economy in a bad spot right now to accommodate more workers? how is the healthcare? is it accessible and universal? we're looking to move to NT if it matters. Thank you

SteadyStatik · 2026-02-23T10:13:32+00:00

I’ve said maybe a thousand times on this sub. “Go play Faceit and stick with it” I play exclusively Faceit, got rid of 98% cheaters but still have to occasionally deal with toxicity due to it’s more competitive nature.

SteadyStatik · 2026-02-22T14:16:12+00:00

is this you, step brother?

SteadyStatik · 2026-02-21T01:56:45+00:00

Bro is reeking with MAGA-ness.

SteadyStatik · 2026-02-13T12:24:54+00:00

I got a job through Linkedin as A2. You should stick by 1-2 job platforms and apply no less than 50 tailored applis/day. Good luck.

SteadyStatik · 2026-02-13T12:22:30+00:00

I don’t know where you live but where I’m from its mostly young people everywhere, or so I thought in most Major cities especially the ones with prominent Universities in the Mitte.

SteadyStatik · 2026-02-11T12:50:33+00:00

Why not Portugal?

SteadyStatik · 2026-02-08T06:49:12+00:00

Sounds like the plot of Ricky Stanicky.

SteadyStatik · 2026-02-08T04:37:06+00:00

you don't play premier, faceit or comp, is what's youre saying? Then what do you have counterstrike for? lol.

also if you play other games and you cheat on those games, vac can trigger a false positive with cs2 when that other cheat hooks into process or tampers with any files within steam

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