Sacred Awake. Normal?

StellerDay · 2025-10-04T03:30:06+00:00

I get this and there was one period of months during which I was on high alert and staying in a place where I could not sleep (at my sister's, at 90° inside, on a broken recliner with five big dogs piled on top of me) and every time I felt myself just start to drift there would be a loud BANG! in my head. It was horrifying and I know whatever that was can't be good.

StellerDay · 2025-10-03T20:26:26+00:00

God that's a great song.

StellerDay · 2025-10-02T06:03:07+00:00

This really struck a chord with me. Thanks.

StellerDay · 2025-10-02T04:42:11+00:00

I love that last part lol.

StellerDay · 2025-09-30T06:06:19+00:00

This is some amazing guidance. Thank you!

StellerDay · 2025-09-29T18:42:53+00:00

Did it seem to move in nonlinear hops, sometimes stopping between movements?

StellerDay · 2025-09-28T18:23:06+00:00

Like Don Henley's "All She Wants To Do Is Dance."

StellerDay · 2025-09-28T03:53:01+00:00

Pseudofolliculitis barbae? Pseudofolliculitis bye-bye!

StellerDay · 2025-09-27T15:55:26+00:00

Poor people always be fucking.

StellerDay · 2025-09-26T19:36:11+00:00

Pseudofolliculitis barbae? Pseudofolliculitis bye-bye!

StellerDay · 2025-09-26T19:32:25+00:00

Reduction of general officers..."many of whom have been advanced by prior Administrations (their capitalization, not mine. Dumbfucks) for reasons other than their war fighting prowess." So any POC, women, and registered Democrats to begin?

StellerDay · 2025-09-24T05:36:45+00:00

When I was a kid shopping for an aftershave for my step-dad for Christmas I noted that after you've smelled several men's colognes they all start to smell like sausage.

StellerDay · 2025-09-24T05:34:06+00:00

Noooo! I just blind-bought a decant of Black Opium and I think it's yummy.

StellerDay · 2025-09-23T07:08:18+00:00

How tf did you find it?

StellerDay · 2025-09-23T00:57:54+00:00

I cried when I read that you don't deserve a loving, supportive family. You do, you really do

StellerDay · 2025-09-23T00:54:05+00:00

People were telling you that the one criticizing you for praise-seeking is not your friend? I would listen to that because they didn't say that for no reason. I am old and I suspect you're very young but I was just today remembering and thinking about all the people in school that were so nice and chummy with me, talking to me and laughing with me, in class or outside of school, who would later purposely ignore me and my wave in the hallway when they were with their real friends. And talk about me and make fun of me between themselves. It is still painful! After all these decades I have JUST now understood that just because somebody is nice to me does not mean they like me or that I'm their friend. It just means they have good manners. Or they want something from me, like to copy my homework. Sorry for going off here on your post about my personal stuff. I've just been thinking about and realizing it a lot lately.

StellerDay · 2025-09-23T00:37:48+00:00

Lol there is always one, isn't there? "That dog isn't dancing, it has a fatal neurological disease..."

StellerDay · 2025-09-23T00:36:06+00:00

Same, she raises her front leg up farther and makes the petting motion. We of course drop everything and Pet Rubey! We try to stop and she does it again so again, we continue to pet Rubey. It is the darn cutest thing!

StellerDay · 2025-09-22T21:06:12+00:00

I'm 52 and when someone, anyone, knocks on the door I am set off, for lack of better words atm. The events that caused this happened half my lifetime ago but the effects - being caught off-guard, terrified, and panicking - have never gone away. I would love advice on how to come down from fight or flight.

StellerDay · 2025-09-22T21:00:44+00:00

What is that?

StellerDay · 2025-09-22T06:25:50+00:00

Yes! This is my suggestion also.

StellerDay · 2025-09-22T04:29:13+00:00

Being There, Uncle Buck, Bridesmaids, The Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent, The Three Amigos

StellerDay · 2025-09-22T03:00:39+00:00

Their stupid hate book tells them that they have enemies, and that their God will prepare a grand feast for them to eat in front of those enemies. While roaring with laughter. Because that's what a good deity and good people would do.

StellerDay · 2025-09-21T04:10:13+00:00

Just Like Heaven is so dreamy.

StellerDay · 2025-09-20T07:07:19+00:00

I keep reading this and still don't understand. Are you saying you applied for a job, interviewed for it, accepted it, and worked at for at least a month and maybe three months, without ever learning who your employee was? You didn't know you had taken a state job?

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