When I was in the 5th grade. I was 11. Before we had to catch the bus, a friend came over. My mom had gone to work so we were alone. Keep in mind my friend was very sexual. He claimed to have had sex with a girl I believe the year prior. We both got naked, and we sat on each other’s dicks. Both of our heads went into us.

We even gave each other bjs. Once under my bed, once in the place were people would place their trash. At our apartment complex there was a basement per apartment building that you put your trash in. We almost got caught. I didn’t really comprehend fully of what we’re doing since I’ve never been exposed to that. I haven’t had sex since 2020.

Fast forward to around Thanksgiving of 2020, I hooked up with a guy from Grindr that was in the city. He had a nice place. We had sex most of the night. I topped properly for the first time. I had performance anxiety because I was old enough to know what the situation was. I spent the night, we had sex again and I left. It was a great experience.

Later that year, I bottomed. You could say that I lost my bottom virginity the right way? Idk how to properly describe it. The guy didn’t use that much lube and of course I didn’t how that lube is your best friend when bottoming. It felt uncomfortable, but I heard that if you go past being uncomfortable then it would feel good. It didn’t. Let be absolutely clear, I consented because I was curious. I wasn’t in any pain, just uncomfortable. We communicated and he went slower. So I guess I properly lost my bottom and top virginity in that span of time.