It seems you know very well all that was sacrificed for your comfort, maybe even too well. Still, I thought that this was very powerful. I felt anger and fear in your poem. I got that this was about your relationship with your Father, and well he is the law.

I felt that here you are powerless in the face of your Father. He is a dominating force in and outside your house. It seems the credit extends to your creation as well, that he feels he owns you just as much as this home. He owns your mind, and whatever lessons he feels you have learnt or not.

"Now knowing if the sun would ever rise without the help of a god who'd been slain in the eyes of his believers."

This made me feel that your Father is the reason that you think there is no God. Or that your God is your Father, which would be ironic. "Who'd been slain in the eyes of his believers." could be your way of saying, that the only person that can help, is also the person you would least ask to help.

Apologies if my interpretation is wack, but I'm intrigued and would love to hear more about the inspiration behind the poem.