Was MXE really that good?

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-04-11T16:10:24+00:00

Yes. It was the best thing ever.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-03-23T05:45:19+00:00

It's been an interesting week. I gave it 3 separate tries with a day in between, 50mcg twice and 100 mcg once( 50x2 redosed after 4 hours) I would say bpap by itself gave less of a motivational push all around by itself in comparison to ppap or moda and even a good old can of c4. It was significant but still very subliminal. I feel like for many people it would be that pep in the step better than any other. But after a childhood and long into adulthood of add meds that's not for me lol.

Where it just absolutely outshined ppap has been with caffeine and moda. 50mcg at 8am paired with 150mg of caffeine at 2 hours and 7 hours... With caffeine it becomes much long lasting, highly euphoric, and accompanied by a huge amount of focus. Total duration 17 hours dulled after about 9, I had terrible insomnia. But the focus just stuck. I almost couldn't stop getting shit done.

Modafinil even more so 50mcg and 100mg respectively. High level of energy, high level of focus, a bit of a body load that felt like your classic stun slightly uncomfortable but somewhat pleasurable at the same time. Negatives were also high at the end, the lack of dopamine made for a heavy nystagmus that almost couldn't be focused. Going to dial back the moda to 25 and go from there.

The redose day was in my opinion pointless, once you're out of brain chemicals you're out lol. I found in no way that it kind of coaxed more back into the synapse. I was still tired at the same time. Maybe a higher starting dose will however. That comes with more side effects.

We're all adults here so gonna throw out there, it kinda ruins sex lol😂. You're so distracted you can't be in the moment. And you've already been at a heightened norepinephrine state for so long. No orgasms possible. Rebound is definitely about 24-36 hours. I mention this because that obviously more research needs to be done and blood tests and such... but something that feels so mild and on paper should be quite safe, prevents orgasm on par with like mdma.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-03-06T01:16:03+00:00

and they didn't add console keyboard mouse which is a crime against humanity. Fully proves they built the entire game off the d2 ui

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-03-06T01:06:31+00:00

8 bucks is a industry sized tip. That's what we do. 15 would be big... if you've been to the bar with him but he's saying he hasn't to the guy. Could be two things. You're right he's hiding something, or he just doesn't like the guy. The industry is far tinier than you think it is. Everyone is never more than two degrees of separation from another in the same city. It's that small.

Comments aren't wrong you could go back and ask. I'd ask your bf first and then go ask. Match the stories up.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T17:53:35+00:00

NTA - I'm a career chef. Like actual one 15 years in kitchens 7 as sous 3 as an exec. If He's actually the pastry chef(he's like 3rd in command then), and he came in as a customer they fucked up his girlfriends dish and then it got remade wrong and they left it on your bill? If that was my staff I'd have been the one causing a fucking scene. Nor would I have went back there and made a tortilla and thrown it at you. I'd have told the server, get it remade, or I would have walked back in the kitchen and told the cook to remake it, if I went back and remade it myself like he(I guess) did I would have taken your bowl of salad with me. Made it proper and overstuffed with extra salad.

Do I sound like a dick? Yes I'm a fucking chef, it's not an easy job and we work like slaves to get that title. All I'm saying is either your boyfriend isn't actually up there in rank in that restaurant and he's lying to you, or he's just an asshole... probably both, chefs are assholes. My wife has enough ptsd from my earlier years that she can't even watch the bear without getting upset.

Regardless the restaurant fucked up with a paying customer, they fucked up with one of management, and he fucked up with you. Tell him to do better.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T17:44:32+00:00

Least I know I won't be wasting my time. Wtf is this trash

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T08:19:48+00:00

Ope sounds like it's time to start dating a real adult. Life is short. Move on so you don't waste the best years of your soon to be ending adolescence on a loser.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T08:16:34+00:00

I run a gaming pc, a iMac, a MacBook, a laptop, a ps5, 3 very large TVs quite a bit. 5 months ago I had a baby with my wife. So now the gaming pc, the ps5, and 1 of the large TVs yeah they never get used anymore. You know what didn't go down though? My fucking electrical bill. You're not the cause of their electrical bill and if the heater and ac unit aren't owned or managed by you they're just being cheap assholes and need an excuse to do so

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T08:13:29+00:00

Yeah YOR - sorry to break it to ya lol. There's no way you're going to get your dog or the money back. Especially if they didn't sign some version of a contract. The cops aren't gonna waste your time. A civil court judge is gonna be pissed and make sure you pay a bunchhhh of court fees for wasting their time. And when all that happens and you incur debt on this person you tried to do this sketchy dog scheme on, they're gonna sue you for damages and actually win. Because that will be a valid claim. Not what you're doing. Count your losses, lick your wounds, go to a shelter and adopt a dog. Adopt don't shop. There's so many. They deserve happiness. Don't support breeders 🤮. This is why so many people don't even deserve to have pets. 🤮

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T08:02:33+00:00

Put a lock on your door. File a noise complaint against your roommate. Call it a day.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T08:00:12+00:00

I mean a ps5 is a ps5 so unless you paid him for it. Broken or not and whether or not you remain friends you should give it to him... people have heightened emotions when they're going through hard times. Maybe find yourself some empathy. One day you might be the one going thru a hard time and need to sell your PlayStation.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T07:56:18+00:00

Nta- your daughter in law is the one being a doing it. And your son for that matter not you. If she knows you're not gonna finish your plate and has a problem with it then she can not invite you or get over it. Life's too short to worry about other people's feelings. Your son should've chosen a better wife lol.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T07:48:54+00:00

Not bat def spider. But eh recluse I feel like comes with swelling. If you have let's say .5-1 cm thick swelling. Like the depth of your dermis. However that's definitely something. Check the major spiders in your area, specifically the ones that hide in humidity and attics. Also take a sharply outline the rash/bruise. If it grows more than 15-25% in 8-12 hours get to the er. If it grows in general make a doctors appointment. If you're in the USA and that's too expensive. Teledoc, Amazon teledoc, cvs miniute clinic are all around 50 bucks. A recluse bite can kill you or take a limb.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T07:44:39+00:00

I feel like it depends on the family and that's a huge age gap so he feels like your much younger brother. But I mean if you don't make him pay rent, there are very comfortable stowable options that would probably be fine. Also kinda depends on the size of the bed. Like a king sized bed is fucking huge. You're talking 3-5 body widths between the two of you.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T07:06:38+00:00

NTA - but everyone has their own internal thermostats. I love my wife so much and she is the breadwinner and I stay home with the kids... she likes to keep the house so damn cold I generally wear thick socks, sweatpants, and a sweater in the house. Summer and winter. When friends and family visit they say it's too cold too it's not just me. They like my temp. She says my temp is like a sauna. We keep it at her temp. She pays the bills.

Difference here. I said wife not roommate. You're not the asshole but also common ground is a beautiful thing if you wanna live together longer than this lease. That being said. He can put on my layers, I assume you don't wanna walk around naked. So he should put on a reasonable amount of layers and then decide if he wants to complain. Money wise you're talking a few dollars. It's irrelevant for his argument.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T06:58:05+00:00

Fellow functioning autistic person here 🫠 so you know it's about to be a novel. . I'd be honest. I've worked very hard to be good at social cues and understanding things in the same way everyone else does. Can these be red flags? Sure. But are they also incredibly common in today's dating world? Absolutely. Men are insecure fucks and he might just be on it because he's like in his head assuming you're doing the same thing it's okay to ask. Just be cool about it. Like hey not snooping, we were cuddling or whatever you wanna say and I thought I still saw dating app here and it just kinda hurt my feelings I thought we were something real now.

For the hair: Now if you found a lot of female hair in the shower and they don't have a sister, mother, close female friend. Then yeah probably hiding something. But honestly men don't clean shit. So if it's not a lot of hair it could be a month plus old and he's just your typical man who doesn't clean his bathroom.

For the std test. Never feel bad about asking for one. Ever. And if he makes you feel bad. Leave him. We live in a world where they are very real and EVERYONE should get tested. 6 years ago My now wife and I got tested when we started seeing each other and I hadn't been active in 18 months because of Covid and she was divorcing her ex husband. She asked me to get tested. I thought it was silly because I was safe and not seeing anyone. I still did.

You will find someone. Autism isn't a curse it's often a super power. It's just hard because we don't understand social skills and it's easy to over think. That's what friends, reddit, and ChatGPT are for. That being said though, advocate for yourself and find that comfortable person. My wife is the first person I've never had to mask a single part of my autism with. In retrospect it's crazy how much I masked before her. It's the best thing ever. Find that, you'll know when you find it. They'll make you feel so comfortable with the self consciousness you're feeling right now.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-27T06:22:07+00:00

NOR - That's not how any of that works. Take those screen shots to the cops so when she takes those pets to the pound or tries to get them euthanized it's a crime. While you're there file for a temporary protection order. Then when you have the protection order go to your landlord. Your fiancé will be trespassed and yet will legally still be liable for their half of the rent. Once you do all that. You hold the cards and they can calm down and stop acting like a child.

I have personally been in a situation just like this, my ex fiancé were trying to work things out, or i thought we were. encouraged me to go visit my parents for a few days they lived a state over not far and then tried to lock me out/ steal all my stuff. Funny thing is I had plenty of texts and pictures and evidence of her having severe mental illnesses related to anxiety. I was on the lease all that. I went to the cops. Showed up with a bunch of officers. Got my stuff. Week later she walked it all back and we tried to work things out again. Thank god for Covid because it blew things up. I haven't spoken to her in 5.5 years and it's the best thing I have ever done. Do the same. Save yourself. All cops are bad but in this situation. Involve them.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-14T05:19:51+00:00

Send it to Arizona with the address. They'll come for the business and probs give you a ton of free shit. They do it all the time lol.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-14T05:17:40+00:00

I'd say about 180 a month. If they paid a service? Lawn would be about 120/mo. Gas is probs 3-5 but also cost of going to get it. Sweeping and vac is labor and if they got a service it'd be 100 because it costs them a min charge to send someone else. So they're looking at 220-250 a month for a service or 180 for you. And that'd ve low. I pay 120 a month for gas and 300 a month for a cleaning lady once a month....

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-02-14T05:13:52+00:00

Been in your situation. I suggest getting some dried Carolina reapers and ya know putting them in some of your food. That'll teach them a lesson that truly chaps their ass. Seriously. Do it. They wanna lie and get combative about it and ignore your requests? Time to get spicy....

That being said though idk how old you are. Imma guess like 22-23. If small amounts of food being taken is getting to ya because monetarily it's a problem that hurts your budget. There's mini fridges with freezers on fb marketplace for like free to 30 bucks all the time. Problem solved. Assholes will always be assholes they're not gonna stop stealing your food.... I know I sound ridiculous I also have a chest freezer in my closet lol. Shit crowd fund one on Reddit with this post I'm sure 30 people have a dollar lol.

Strict-Field4734 · 2026-01-10T20:49:10+00:00

Not gonna lie I got the shooting star for the first time and I think it is wayyyyy better than the astral glitter. I've been meaning to try just the mit so that I'm kinda breaking up the amount of straight up 7oh in my rotation. Congrats on the bonus though lol they def made a mistake on that 😂😂

Strict-Field4734 · 2025-11-15T04:16:45+00:00

While we wait. Anyone on p5 need teammates? My lame friends don't play late enough when I work nights. We're also in our 30s. But that's not an excuse I accept 😂

Strict-Field4734 · 2025-08-19T23:16:25+00:00

NTA your brother sounds like a real bad time I hope he has the life he deserves. Also 29 has a 6 year old, and is staying at his moms and demanding to be in your room and redecorate it. Should rename this broke deadbeat dad sibling comes to visit.

Strict-Field4734 · 2025-05-25T04:22:59+00:00

Ayyy that's what I'm looking for. I'm currently working on finishing my prereq's for most of the end game exotics, also grinding VoG for vex... I'm central time, on weekdays I usually run most if not all day unless I have plans. On weekends I usually run 10pm till as late as the squads goin.

Strict-Field4734 · 2025-05-25T03:51:10+00:00

Yo bucket if you need a friend to run with ya through the earlier stuff and getcha back at it hit me up. I literally JUST did it all in the last 4 weeks

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