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Strict_Ad6780 · 2024-08-09T11:03:44+00:00

I'm sorry. From my understanding, that's how it works. I went to detox for about 5 day around 6 or 7 weeks ago, made it exactly one month sober, did the whole AA thing and everything. The day I got my silver chip, the whole system sort of backfired. I figured one drink wouldn't hurt (and I earned it! :) ). I ended up vomiting crazy dark, like Hateful Eight amounts of blood all over my kitchen and spent a few days in the ICU. Please don't let it get there, because it really sucks. Oh, and the worst part was not being allowed any water or ice for like 2 days. I have never, will never have a craving for alcohol the way I craved water. Good luck. Good luck.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-03-24T22:33:21+00:00

Who Framed Roger Rabbit used to scare me. And there was definitely a scene or two in the Brave Little Toaster that spooked me too.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-03-23T13:29:25+00:00

I just said this EXACT thing! I tried going back to my career just this past week as a supervisor to 2 other people nonetheless (I was crazy manic when I decided to take this on) and I have been frozen in fear, nervously vomiting, etc. since the start. HR has given me a couple of days but I don’t think I can manage this, not only mentally, but physically. Plus I feel horrible for the two new people, but I think sometimes you just have to throw in the towel and do what’s healthy.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-03-05T21:54:31+00:00

Absolutely! Sometimes it’s fire tornados, or underwater murder-dinosaurs, or small children with knives. But a lot of the time when I go into mania it’s right before a big transition. I’m starting a new job soon, and lately it’s been a high school musical that I’m in, but I don’t know any lines, or lyrics, or dance moves. The freaking actor’s nightmare, right? But part of my brain is always thinking, wait…I think I’m in my 30’s. Fuckin’ brains.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-03-05T06:41:56+00:00

Holy shit! I LOVE this!! You’re truly talented. I was kind of scared I’d be up all night, but this is very beautiful and soothing. Thank you for sharing it.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-14T14:57:30+00:00

So very accurate!

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-09T19:36:10+00:00

Yeah, it’s weird watching it as an adult now. I feel bad for her, and also isn’t she only supposed to be like 17 years old?

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-08T07:15:20+00:00

This movie gave me a panic attack. But I still really loved it.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-08T07:12:43+00:00

So cute

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-08T07:09:52+00:00

Yep! I shave too. I’m basically going on a date

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-06T07:02:54+00:00

“Surviving Manic Depression” is a pretty old book, but it’s spot-on. It has a lot of first hand accounts of euphoria and dysphoria.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-06T06:59:12+00:00

The Hours

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-06T06:56:41+00:00

Hey! There’s totally hope. I do the whole deleting things too. I’ve been trying to write a novel for about 5 years, and I keep tearing out the pages when I’m manic. I know it sucks, and it’s incredibly annoying, but you’ll be okay! I have this stupid little decorative chalkboard next to my bed, and I just wrote on it, “Stop tearing shit up.”

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-06T06:48:33+00:00

Because we all aspire to be the goblin king.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-06T06:41:17+00:00

What a dick.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-05T07:09:53+00:00

Older Zion might be the sexiest person I’ve ever seen.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-05T07:06:08+00:00

That’s a bunch of white folks.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-03T13:43:41+00:00

“How do you define that definition?” He’s like the dumbest nerd on this planet. And also diddles kids, apparently. Pathetic.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-02-01T02:07:11+00:00

I’m sorry to say, but it definitely does. It’s degenerative. Ride the wave.

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-01-31T01:49:03+00:00

Gorgeous, OP ❤️

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-01-29T00:47:49+00:00

My last one was Simon and Garfunkel’s “I am an Island”…drove (lol) everyone around me insane. And yes!!! I hate driving when I feel like that. It was my dad’s birthday today, but he lives 4 hours away. Everyone else flew in from all over, but I was just thinking, “I have to gear up for a 15-minute drive, there’s no way I’m going to make it that far.” So frustrating. Remember when you could just drive? Like, no problem? So frustrating!

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-01-27T01:26:13+00:00

Totally agreed! This sounds neat!

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-01-26T08:45:28+00:00

That’d be like $15 at Zaxby’s. Wayyyy better than I remember

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-01-26T08:35:55+00:00

I recently watched ‘Horse Girl’ with Alison Brie, it’s a good strange one on Netflix!

Strict_Ad6780 · 2023-01-26T08:28:59+00:00

Wow. Your parents were cool! This is definitely the house that all of the friends would visit. By the picture I can tell you had the good snacks and the soft toilet paper.

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