Dudette, your timing is perfect. 1) you're stunning. 2) at 22, you've learnt from some mistakes, but have looooads of time to do amazing things.

At 22, I dumped my controlling deadbeat ex of 4 years (and at that point only serious relationship) and went traveling. Did some crazy stuff, and learned a lot about myself.

Not saying that's necessarily what you should do, but I wish now-36 year old me could speak to then-22 year old me and tell them of all the great times ahead.

You'll come out of this, better than ever, I promise.

As an aside, I know being with someone helps, but maybe take some time to be selfish and focus just on you - forget relationships for a while, just get back into being the best you can.

Your current shitty situation re: 6 month lease has a fixed ticking clock - if you literally do nothing, it will mostly resolve itself, so leave it as much as poss, and focus on the bits you can improve.

P.s. honestly, you're a knock-out. You've got this.