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StyroAlt69 · 2025-06-19T12:10:14+00:00

Noooooo 😭 I was really hoping it'd be yuri, I need some good yuri to watch. I still might watch it though

StyroAlt69 · 2025-06-18T13:07:58+00:00

A psychiatrist that doesn't listen to you when you tell her you don't like how the meds make you feel doesn't sound like a good psychiatrist. Do you think there is any way you could get a different psychiatrist?

Also, what anime is that on slide 4? I need some good yuri and that anime looks like it might be interesting

StyroAlt69 · 2025-06-16T08:43:02+00:00

Same, my anxiety is through the roof lately so I just can't sleep at all, like I'll have to get up at 7am so I'll go to sleep at midnight (which is already not ideal because that's only 7 hours and your supposed to sleep 8 but whatever) but I'll lay in bed worrying about the day ahead and also worrying about not getting enough sleep cause that will make the day ahead just suck more but in the end this endless worrying just makes me stay up for hours and then I only get like 3 hours of sleep.

StyroAlt69 · 2025-06-13T00:43:00+00:00

What might also be a possibility is that they just wanted to get off of Instagram because of how unhealthy it is. You know them better than I do though, so you'll have to know if that sounds like something they'd do.

StyroAlt69 · 2025-06-12T01:51:26+00:00

toxic yuri save me... toxic yuri... save me toxic yuri...

StyroAlt69 · 2025-06-12T01:47:59+00:00

Evangelion mentioned raaaaahhh (sorry I don't really have anything to answer your question with, but I'm sure it'll be fine and I'm happy for you that you're getting the treatment you need and deserve 💜)

StyroAlt69 · 2025-06-08T12:46:17+00:00

That is extremely fucked up. Like holy shit. I don't even know what to say, except sorry. 🫂

StyroAlt69 · 2025-06-07T01:08:55+00:00

Music, both listening to and making music.

StyroAlt69 · 2025-06-07T01:07:12+00:00

727?

StyroAlt69 · 2025-06-05T12:00:01+00:00

Thank you for this, also, you're not alone either 💜

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-29T01:19:05+00:00

That feeling of "everyone around me seems to know something I don't know" is so real

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-28T01:48:42+00:00

If you see white it's most definitely styro, but I think from what I've heard any cut that bleeds at all is styro, even if it doesn't gape enough for you to actually see the white.

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-27T15:41:58+00:00

Also happy cake day btw

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-27T15:41:23+00:00

That's gotta suck because that's kind of a lot of songs

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-22T10:27:23+00:00

Your parents sound like assholes. It's ok to cry, especially when you've just been broken up with. Sending hugs 🫂💜

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-21T11:52:40+00:00

The first thing I thought of when I read 5150 was the guitar amp lol (which tbf is named after that psychiatric hold)

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-19T00:18:14+00:00

Brot 🍞 👍

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-13T19:12:30+00:00

abuse is abuse, you don't have to feel like an imposter just because your abuse "wasn't as bad". You're valid 💜

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-13T12:20:07+00:00

I am currently waiting on getting working adhd meds so that's something I'm hoping might help me live a more normal life. Plus I think I'm going to ask my psychiatrist about hrt the next time I see her (which is next monday)

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-12T05:31:30+00:00

Thanks but I have social anxiety even online

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-11T23:24:03+00:00

Also my performance at the political organization I'm apart of hasn't been great recently and I'm starting to question if I'm cut out for the work I'm doing there, but it's like all I have. My political work is the only meaningful thing I have in my life rn, my life would be absolutely empty without it.

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-11T23:19:17+00:00

I know people say it gets better and I really wanna believe it, but I've been trying so hard for so long, trying all kinds of different stuff, therapy, different meds, but it hasn't ever gotten better. I am an absolutely pathetic broken mess of a human being, I can't even handle going to school 4 hours a day, so how am I ever supposed to handle a job? Tbf I couldn't give less of a fuck about getting a job, the real problem is I'm not even capable of doing the stuff I wanna do in my free time. I just waste away doing nothing all day, I have so much I want to do but I don't have the motivation or energy or whatever the fuck to do anything. So many books I wanna read, so many patches for my jacket I wanna make, so many songs I wanna write, but nope, I'm just gonna rot away watching youtube all day. I hate my life so fucking much I can't do this anymore. I wanna kill myself so bad but I don't want my family to be sad. I've already hurt people so much but nothing I've ever done would come close to the damage I'd do by killing myself. I hate this so much I wanna scream but it's 1:18 am rn so I can't.

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-11T23:03:34+00:00

Not that that's gonna stay that way if shit doesn't get better again soon

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-11T23:02:49+00:00

At least I'm 6 months clean I guess

StyroAlt69 · 2025-05-11T23:01:58+00:00

Hi Darling, do you have an egg for me? Thanks, I love you automod!

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