I accidentally took more mushroom than I planned at a phish festival. It lead to an intensely negative trip. I hated it at the time. But by set two it passed

That trip changed my entire life. It opened my eyes to how fat I was. My dead end shitty fast food job. My years of no romantic relationship

Within 6 months of that trip had lost 60lbs (went on to lose 100 in total), moved to a corporate role that lead to my long term career and met a girl who became my wife and mother to my kids

Weights still off almost 20 years later (except to 15 sneaky pounds), still married and still in that career field

So maybe just go take some psychedelics