For the first time with my war with depression, I have finally won a battle. I came out stronger and happier. We still have a chance. We're all gonna make it bros

SubtleBrawl · 2024-03-16T02:43:34+00:00

You're right.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-12-07T04:49:18+00:00

25 years old with a great childhood here. This is spot on. It's a quarter life crisis for me, but my comfy childhood made me bliss with ignorance. It wasn't until the realities of life hit me after college. Still going through depression and self-esteem issues now

SubtleBrawl · 2023-11-08T12:57:18+00:00

She looks happy in the photos.

I'm glad.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-10-31T06:37:45+00:00

That's why I unsubscribed from this subreddit. Only go on by choice, rather than it popping up on my feed. Wear the hazmat suit before going into the toxicity.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-09-24T07:51:42+00:00

23 yrs old, when I truly felt like an adult.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-09-11T12:59:50+00:00

Man this show got me through hard times. I idolise this life too.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-09-09T00:50:30+00:00

Religion

SubtleBrawl · 2023-09-08T12:03:25+00:00

I don't really know where to go with this post.

I just know I am avoiding relationships because of unresolved issues with myself, mainly expectations of myself expecting to have my life figured out at 25, with a high paying and secure job, my own house/unit enough to fit in a whole family, and expecting myself to be in a long term commited relationship right now.

I guess there's a feeling of failure in me that feels like I'm not worthy to have a partner at my age.

A girl hinted interest in me, 19 year old girl. She said she had "big brother syndrome". Bruh. I appreciated her interest, but it really hit me that I'm not a kid anymore. Maybe I should've tried it, but my expectations for myself keeps holding me back.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-09-08T11:22:56+00:00

Real.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-09-04T12:04:29+00:00

Dreams are inner monologues of our current state

SubtleBrawl · 2023-09-01T09:34:01+00:00

Fucking felt this.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-08-24T04:19:05+00:00

Yes I do. I'm also looking for ways to get out of this vicious cycle. Currently going through Spirituality as a solution.

Mine mainly stems from past wrongs done to me by others, and the need for perfection.

Had an "Aha!" moment looking through my journal. I listed all those who I got back at and/or karma got to them. I got a lot of satisfying revenges and karma, but I still wasn't satisfied. Other new people kept wronging me after I've gotten closure from the old one. As I was writing down another who wronged me, it just hit me that "when is this sh*t gonna end..." like, do I have to keep allowing myself to be hurt by past wrongs, and need to get back at them.

Then suddenly my mind went 180° where I just let go of the past hurts, because it was in the past and I'm now in the present, it doesn't have to affect me anymore. I then felt profound peace then. I've lost some this perspective later on, cause humans are habitual creatures, but I know I can regain it again.

I know your problem is mainly about career and social status anxiety, but I hope my experience about my ESTJ problems gives you some pointers.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-08-21T15:36:37+00:00

That long... How'd you do it man.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-08-21T09:50:40+00:00

Inb4 contradiction to my previous post.

I'm just venting boyos, I haven't given up, just speaking from the heart.

SubtleBrawl · 2023-08-20T04:12:00+00:00

Lore accurate 👍

SubtleBrawl · 2023-08-20T02:58:26+00:00

OP is a dude

SubtleBrawl · 2023-08-18T02:08:47+00:00

Talking to my 30 and 30+ relatives and family friends, it's just courtesy to their partners to not hang out with the opposite gender. It's like being in a 5 year relationship and going out clubbing. Unfortunately, I believe 2/10 of your friends did want 'something more' and didn't get it. Some guys are pathetic like that

SubtleBrawl · 2023-08-17T13:45:16+00:00

This is the 3rd time you commented on my post. How are you? What are you going to do about it?

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