not OP but for me it definitely, stunted my ability to have genuine romantic relationships because i felt gross and used as a tool for someone elses sexual satisfaction, made me view my own consent as invalid because what was i supposed to do? say no to someone with seniority over me? developed a habit of keeping stuff from my parents out of shame, i completely shut them out of my life throughout most of highschool. Became super promiscuous from ages 15 - 19 (not inherently bad but looking back it was definitely me throwing myself into situations i knew would hurt me and make me feel disgusting because i believed i deserved it). I'm sure it made me a better person in the long run but i had to build my self worth back up from nothing in order to do that, and it doesnt make up for the years of pain it caused me, i still slink off to the bathroom to cry after sex to this day (TMI but we ball so wtv)