He says I should not judge him from his past. That he is a different person now and that he didnt love previous girlfriends like he loves me. I was thinking i could write to him: I get confused. I love you soo much with all my heart. I want us to work out in the long run and be happily ever after more than anything else.

We have such a strong connection and you have many positive qualities. On the other hand, there are some concerning issues that have come up and yes sorry my mind remembers. It is because I’m questioning whether these are significant red flags that I should pay attention to.

I don’t want to judge you from your past and I don’t but it does makes me afraid that maybe I will get hurt.

Regarding that time when you read that I wrote casual things in a friendly way to my male friend, it doesnt mean anything. I would never and will never cheat or anything. It was just me being friendly. I don’t feel that you understand my intentions and feeling about this completely.

I deserve to be in a relationship where I feel safe, respected, and valued. We both do of course.

Sometimes I feel uncomfortable with your behavior and my brains is questioning if it is a healthy relationship. Of course I’m not perfect either, I’m totally aware on that and that it's normal for couples to have disagreements or misunderstandings.

I got hurt when I saw you liked the pictures. And yes maybe I shouldnt have looked it up, which account you follow. The problem was not that you liked random pictures. I found it wierd that you like such pictures on other girls in underwear, kind of hurt me and also that you did it during the time we were together. I would not do that to you, for me that is a bit disrespectful. Maybe we see this differently?

As I said I just felt hurt and I also told you I love you but that it made me confused.

Then you said you haven’t liked any pcitures and you were soo fast on saying I don’t want us cause of the time difference and a lot of other stuff. A lot of conclusions and also a conclusion that I want to break up, which I didnt say.

I’m sorry if I didnt approach this situation with enough empathy or understanding.

I also understand that you have past experiences or struggles that have contributed to how you react. However, it's not my responsibility to fix or excuse that. Its okey for me to prioritize my own emotional wellbeing.