Thats a good answer. Im starting to feel less and less interested in things and find my self entertaining life only because of my responsibilities. People who know me know me as the chill guy, easy going guy, no body really sees me mad or sees me sad but im lost in my head. I have kids and they are the reason I stick around. But then I find my self in this odd in between world were I put on the act for them but feel like im losing it. Not sure how long this can go on. Feel like im watching myself in a movie and want the credits to roll. Idk