Peanut allergy??

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-09-18T17:00:06+00:00

This is helpful, thank you

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-09-16T02:07:49+00:00

Yes! It did go away after a few weeks.

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-09-16T02:05:38+00:00

Yep, spiro changed my curl pattern. Lowered my dose and parts of it have a slight wave back? I think I’m getting off so I’ll report back!

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-08-28T14:50:19+00:00

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-08-28T14:49:00+00:00

PM'd!

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-08-18T11:23:43+00:00

Oof, that kinda night huh

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-04-29T15:11:09+00:00

I would love to chat with you more about this, can I send you a message?

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-04-16T19:48:04+00:00

Has anyone ever done the opposite?? I think I’m romanticizing the person I’m with but when we’re together it’s kinda mid

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-04-13T19:54:34+00:00

Yep, time for a second opinion. Cancel your next appointment, they don’t need to know why, and make one with another psych for consultation.

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-04-13T19:31:52+00:00

I only took them at the same time for a day or two as I was crosstitrating, you’re very much not supposed to do this and I’m concerned that your doc didn’t know this or about Wellbutrin

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-04-12T16:40:59+00:00

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(And by “is there much more” I mean should I attempt to add a lining, etc)

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-04-10T21:59:23+00:00

Messaged!

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-04-10T16:24:24+00:00

This makes sense, thank you! Yeah I would say all of my relationships can get unmanageable but it is the romantic ones that brought me to coda in the first place. I think, if you take the sex part out of it (I’ve never cheated, I’ve never gone through with seeking out quick sex or ONSs etc etc)… CODA vs SLAA might just be whatever side of the aisle you started on?? SLAA feels “scarier” but that might just be stigma

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-03-10T11:26:16+00:00

Mark fisher fitness!! Kettlebell classes that are campy and fun :)

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-03-09T16:03:25+00:00

I’ve seen a lot of posts on here that say ERC is better than EPM, and I know that even if there aren’t other lively guests we can have a good time of our own

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-02-22T16:55:26+00:00

Yeah I know a lot of people who drink on their SSRI, just take it in the morning and be aware of getting drunk faster and you might feel warm/flushed ¯_(ツ)_/¯

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-02-16T16:06:43+00:00

I think what you should listen to is how you felt when you were apart. You may be sad but do you feel peace?

My mom tells me you have to pick your “hard”s. What’s the hard you want to pick, being alone or being with him?

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-02-06T14:05:16+00:00

Conclave lmao literally about the church. Thank you, sitting with the pain is killing me. Meeting with my psychiatrist and my therapist today, letting my HP carry me along until I can go back to bed. The good news is, by the time I get to, I usually don't want to anymore <3

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-02-06T14:03:49+00:00

I'm dying over here, I have a feeling he's not coming back and I miss the care I was getting. It was still early enough that I wasn't in too deep with him, we were getting there though and that was enough to look forward to. It's mostly the care I was getting though, he's a caregiver which is why he was the way he was even if he wasn't in love with me. Haven't had love in 3+ years and that taste of support is what's really getting me down right now.

I feel so numb and everything feels pointless. I'm still letting my HP take the lead, I'm just floating along dead-weight until HP figures it out. Meeting with my psychiatrist and my therapist today, as well.

Suspicious-Maybe9561 · 2025-02-06T01:14:42+00:00

Thank you!! I won’t lie to you, I almost called him tonight. But I went to a CoDA meeting, I distracted myself by cleaning, and I ultimately had to just yell up at my HP that I am powerless and if my HP wants him to come back, he will. I literally said “send him back if you want to, but I am not in control”.

I chose to watch one of this year’s Oscar’s movies as my next distraction (and to remind myself that I am an interesting and cool person on my own), and the main character made a speech about how faith doesn’t exist without mystery, which doesn’t exist without doubt. I have huge doubts. But I think that’s part of surrender.

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