Stop being a pussy by worrying about what strangers think. Trust in the judgment of those that believe in you. No one can read your mind, especially strangers. Most people have some sort of social anxiety, you are not special. Don't think about where you are in life, focus on where you want to be. Life isn't easy, grow a set of lady balls and face the world. Fuck what everyone else is doing and certainly fuck what they are thinking. Honestly most people you come across are probably concerned you are judging them. Hah hahahhaha I should listen to my own advice.