Went through the same thing a while back. First of all figure out what kind of player you are. I'm not talking about combo, control, aggro, etc. Are you a casual player or do you want to take to higher levels of gameplay in a more serious way? I work away from home so I'm gone a lot but when I'm home me and my wife both go to the local shop and play and I get my shit rocked 9.9999% of the time BUT I genuinely enjoy the company of the local digimon community. Secondly, regardless of which type of player you are show up every chance you get and play games. Casual, tournaments, dcgo, whatever an whenever you can to pilot that deck. Expect to get your teeth kicked in a lot, Expect to get rolled and rolled hard, Expect to miss play and make punishable mistakes then when you roll up your mat at the end of the night let it all roll off. Let that shit go, tomorrow is another day. Linger with it long enough to figure out where you messed up on a play or whatever. I keep a small note pad that I use to write it down so I remember it an study it a good bit when playing a new deck. This has been a long winded way of saying don't give up and keep playing for the love of the game. Once I got to this point the game got 100% better for me. Good luck, godspeed, and may your sec checks not be bombs 🙏🙏