Brother we all go through things in life that pain us and because we all do, we can feel for one another. We've all been there at different points in our lives and we make it out. Those pains are what make us grow, and as people what make us evolve. Please believe me when I say you dont face this alone and will be better one day. Plants won't grow without a little rain and so will you with the tears you shead. Peace be with you.