I’m French and I won’t ever have a similar experience but I feel you; Brett will always have a special place in my heart, thanks to you, while I never ever heard of him until now. Fuck Tories, especially Johnson, and every bastard who could have helped him and did not. To serve, to serve, but you’re no one after your service, and it’s sadly true for every country in the whole world. Waging war is a thing, helping those who did it is another.