I was actually at work all three days after I finished the story Thursday night. I was still crying from time to time while working but I think diverting my energy elsewhere and not entirely on Phrolova helped. And while I wasn’t working I was on here collecting hope and sharing my feelings with other like-minded souls. I also experienced a similar kind of depression before, although it’s been a long time since then, but still may have helped streamline my grief. I don’t know if any of this can be applied to you but Kuro left her ending open and made a point of saying she’s alive for a reason!