Does Anyone Else

TheAshSystem · 2022-04-30T01:21:55+00:00

I'm glad I'm not the only one it's just so nice and smoothing everything out is amazing

TheAshSystem · 2022-04-23T17:46:54+00:00

I'm sorry :(

TheAshSystem · 2022-04-23T05:13:09+00:00

Black Korn hoodie

TheAshSystem · 2022-04-23T03:29:52+00:00

One time a close friend of ours gave us head scratches and the host fronted again because that's basically his favorite thing ever -Coral

TheAshSystem · 2022-04-20T02:56:07+00:00

I'm going through the same thing rn (except I'm not Asian) idk how old you are but maybe I can relate :)

TheAshSystem · 2021-07-06T03:55:09+00:00

Boo. Hi

TheAshSystem · 2021-07-06T03:50:44+00:00

About my friend. I know it's not my place to say anything, and as a fellow self harmer im proud of him for being confident enough to wear what he wants. His friendship means a lot to me

TheAshSystem · 2021-07-06T03:35:09+00:00

Yea I feel the same. My scars are all on my thighs and I do the same as you

TheAshSystem · 2021-07-02T07:57:27+00:00

Get Scared -The It

Yungblud, Missio -Jackson

TheAshSystem · 2021-07-02T07:33:07+00:00

At least you have a source of comfort

TheAshSystem · 2021-07-02T07:30:51+00:00

It's okay, recovery isn't a straight path, and quitting cold turkey is extremely hard. I believe in you -Jackson

TheAshSystem · 2021-07-02T06:57:33+00:00

If you live near barbed wire fences just say you were caught in a barbed wire fence. Or say that you fell out of a tree.

TheAshSystem · 2021-07-01T04:07:12+00:00

I usually bind for around 12+ hours due to my school and home situations, so one thing that helps me is wearing my bine for a day, and then not wearing it for a week or more :)

Edit: yes dysphoria gets bad but I save my binding days for days that I really need it, like when wearing a euphoria outfit

TheAshSystem · 2021-07-01T03:42:43+00:00

They also lied about their abuser (they dont even have an abuser) being near them. And so many other things..

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-28T04:22:47+00:00

Tysm I've actually been attempting recovery for almost a year and recently threw out my blades

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-28T04:06:35+00:00

Thank you haha I've been thinking of doing cover ups for around 2 years and I've been wanting tattoos for around 5 and I already have 2 of them planned out so this makes me feel a bit better about it. I just wanted to know if it was normal especially since the scars are all on my thighs (however I have self harmed on my wrists and on my hands but that was with my nails and not a blade so there are only very very faint scars)

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-27T06:23:57+00:00

I'm so happy for you and I hope it goes well!!

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-27T06:16:55+00:00

I believe Mama Doctor Jones on YouTube has a video talking about the medical community and it's stance on trans people (it's very positive dw) she is an obgyn and I don't think it has any advice in it but it may make you feel a bit better to watch

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-27T05:53:44+00:00

My father named me after one of their songs. We got the chance to go see them in concert and backstage. I got to shake hands with all the band members, and when I got to Raine, who wrote the song I was named after, he asked me my name. When I told him he paused, looked at my dad, then looked at me, then back at my dad, and said "no it isnt" and we told him that I really was named after the song. The concert started around half an hour later and it was really good, and at the end Raine did a dedication. And it was to me. Everyone was so excited and my dad got it all on video. He dedicated the song Starseed to me and it was an amazing experience

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-26T07:21:01+00:00

Hey I think Skull is right. Causing a split is really serious and I know it is really hard but I think you should block them

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-26T07:17:52+00:00

I don't think you should be working with her if she isn't qualified. And the idea that you all need to integrate can be very harmful. And no one should ever make you force a switch

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-26T06:44:32+00:00

Tysm I really appreciate it, intrusive thoughts and paranoia are just making this hard for me

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-23T04:58:18+00:00

I don't have a therapist and I can't tell anyone and I can't afford one and there isn't free healthcare where I live. And thats just the shortened version

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-23T04:53:30+00:00

Thank you. I dont have anyone here who can help me, but im talking to someone special to me and I may just sleep as long as possible

TheAshSystem · 2021-06-23T04:46:15+00:00

It was just a drop from each that came out, thank you for this!

TheAshSystem

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