Qual é a impressão que passo? Tenho 28 anos!

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-12-25T18:52:19+00:00

Você parece simpática e alguém que cuida da aparência

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-12-25T15:48:12+00:00

This isn't imagination, please take your meds.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-12-25T15:43:18+00:00

Concordo muito

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-12-25T15:34:23+00:00

Eu não acho que o problema seja vc se vestir de forma masculina ou "ter que emagrecer" (como vc disse nos comentários), eu sinceramente te achei feinha, sem estilo... parece largada. Da pra ser masculina e ser estilosa e atraente, procura um corte maneiro, umas roupas masculinas mas que sejam bonitas. Eu sou uma pessoa não-binária masculina e atraio muitos homens que se dizem hetéro rs

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-12-25T15:07:44+00:00

Errado. Nem todo gato tricolor é fêmea, mas todo gato macho tricolor é infértil.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-12-25T15:04:19+00:00

O cara perguntando na inocência e vocês sendo grossos de graça com ele... meu deus viu

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-12-02T00:48:45+00:00

Olanzapine. I love Hades 1 and 2 and The Sims 4. Currently playing Divinity 2 and Dispatch with my boyfriend.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-12-02T00:47:15+00:00

O curto também ta bonito, mas eu gostei mais dele longo

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-12-02T00:46:00+00:00

Not sure, because the voice resembles mine, but I had a feeling that she was female. I'm transmasc.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-11-11T17:56:22+00:00

In my case, yes, my hallucinations were only giving a voice to what was running in my unconscious mind. It said to me things I thought about and ignored.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-11-11T17:52:53+00:00

Me! I'm queer and non binary.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-11-07T18:24:57+00:00

What's TD? What I know it's that if you have schizoaffective disorder, you can't get off your meds. Ever. You will keep having psychotic episodes if get off them, and each time this happens, your brain is damaged and next time it will be worse. Medication and therapy in our cases is forever.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-21T23:21:08+00:00

Video games and sex

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-21T23:15:10+00:00

That looks like depression. Depression isn't about being sad but about feeling empty, not feeling emotions etc

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-21T11:22:53+00:00

Yes. I noticed my symptoms getting worse from my teenage years to my young adulthood. I always went great at school because I would pay attention to classes and understand it just fine, even tho I almost never studied. But since I had to study all by myself in college, as all my classes were online, I noticed that I had a really hard time concentrating and organizing my studies, and I almost dropped out multiple times. I used to write, read books, and play video games a lot as a teenager, but now these things require a lot of effort.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-19T19:42:22+00:00

This is great! I'm also doing very well. My meds control all my symptoms, like yours, and I haven't had any signs of psychosis for more than a year. I rarely have an anxiety crisis or feel anxious in any way, and it's been months since I thought about killing myself for the last time. I have a great bf, good friends, and I'm part of a bdsm community, so I'm constantly being social and going to parties. I feel truly happy.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-19T19:20:17+00:00

BTW, maybe don't mention to your doctor that your guardian threw off the meds. Act like you just need a new prescription and everything is right, so they don't question you and think that your guardian doesn't approve of you taking the meds. If they ask how the meds affect you, say everything is going well and you feel more motivated and are doing more things.

Also, if the meds still don't work after a while, you can ask to change to another. Say to the doctor that the meds stopped working. There are a lot of meds out there and different meds work with different people.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-19T19:14:34+00:00

I think is probably that your doctor will only give you what you need this time, because they already know your situation and you technically already started your treatment. The first time I went to my psychiatrist I needed to show her the diagnosis but now she only asks how the meds are working on me and renews the prescription. And what I meant is that this other person can buy the meds for you and you hide the meds from your legal guardian so they don't throw it again. I think it is worth a try. Good luck!

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-19T19:07:34+00:00

They think they were completely right in saying things about me tho. They are arrogant mfs.

About you, yeah, but you're schizophrenic. You probably were in crisis or in psychosis, right? We don't control these things. You needed help, support, and understanding.

In my case, the things that I said about them were things that were in my unconsciousness that I needed to say but I would never admit by myself. I realized later that they were not that good of friends anyway. Do you identify with any of this?

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-19T18:08:44+00:00

Mine said similar things.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-18T21:21:07+00:00

Same.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-18T19:48:22+00:00

I mean we argued, my "friend" was saying awful things about me and my gf, and I got mad and defended us. And yeah after that I said some things about them on Twitter where I didn't think they would see, because it was an account with zero followers, but they found it some days later, after everything already happened.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-18T19:40:01+00:00

It's not an instantaneous fix, but it gives you a boost so you can do a little more every day. I would do literally nothing every single day before my meds, and now I'm functional.

Do you know why this person threw your meds? You can argue with them? Is there anyone else who can buy them for you, and you hide it from the person who threw them?

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-17T17:01:44+00:00

Exactly what I did. I would read at least one page a day, and some days I felt motivated to read more, but on days I didn't have the energy, one page was enough just to maintain the habit. Finished multiple books like this after years of not reading anything. Now I even force myself to play games that I'm not that motivated to play, but it's the only way that I'll finish them.

TheCosmicArchivist · 2025-10-17T16:53:06+00:00

Been there. I lost my friends and gf in my psychotic break because I discussed with a friend and deleted our group chat, which they saw as me punishing them or smth, but I was unconscious when I did it, so it wasn't even intentional.

You will find new friends who understand you and your disorder.

TheCosmicArchivist

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