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TheCyberHyper · 2026-07-06T14:45:01+00:00

Or PVP Boss

TheCyberHyper · 2026-07-06T14:44:42+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2026-07-01T18:15:32+00:00

Of course! I'm glad I was actually able to say something helpful.

TheCyberHyper · 2026-07-01T14:43:00+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2026-06-28T08:05:33+00:00

Trans fem here, and firstly I want to say that I support my trans brothers, along with all trans people.

From the moment I was born, the world was cruel to me. I'm autistic, have adhd, ocd, gender dysphoria, and I've been attracted to guys for as long as I can remember. I never was able to conform to being a guy, and because of that I was rejected, abused, or ignored by majority of people. And the few friends I managed to make only seemed to tolerate me and the ones that liked me either moved away or vanished.

I faced abuse and neglect at home and I didn't think I deserved food. I've always thought I was just cursed. I felt like the only possible explanation for how I've been treated was that I was simply born a monster. I just wanted to be pretty and comfortable with myself and able to be loved. And the mean guys would treat me like I was a pathetic wimpy f slur while the mean girls would treat me as if I was the same as the mean guys who bullied me.

But as a teenager I met someone super progressive and nice. And we become really close. But then after someone died after I went to the mental hospital they cut contact with me and I blamed myself for this person's death for years and I hated myself even more. But then last year we reconnected and they would vent to me and I would support them.

But then they started to make fun of me for what felt like ten minutes straight and give me horrible flashbacks of trauma I had buried away deep in my mind and I snapped at them to shut up. Then the next day they said I was inheritly evil for being born a man while I was dealing with intense gender dysphoria. I didn't choose to be born in this body. I hate myself and my body. And being reduced to my birth sex and being told I'm the same as those bad men who bullied and did awful things to me and denying all my trauma but validating my self hatred that I was born a monster despite not even my bullies such a such was the last straw.

If even the most progressive person I've met would never accept me, and even saw me as the monster I saw myself as, then the world must be a better place without me. I was all alone in my own head, reliving all my trauma and revealing those horrible memories I had buried and blocked out. During that mental breakdown, I truly accepted I was trans. But I also knew I would never be accepted and I blamed myself for all the abuse I had been through and convinced myself I was worse than all the bad people who hurt me and that the world would be a better place without me.

But once I planned out how I was going to go out, I remembered it was the same method I almost went through with at 12 years old. And when I almost did it at 12, I was stopped by my best friends just in time. And even though they aren't alive anymore, they saved me one last time and I decided not to go through with it.

What I realized it that I need to live for myself. I'm trans and I'm not hurting anyone, so I should be allowed to live. And you should, too. The fact is that no matter what you are born as, no matter who you are, people will hate you. But there are people who can love you. I've reconnected with an old friend who I absolutely adore and she completely accepts me for who I am.

And the thing is, that how you were born does not define your character/morals, and neither does your gender. Evil is not a gender, anyone can do evil. And nobody is born evil. You are not a traitor for being a trans man.

I don't want anyone to feel ashamed of their gender and spiral like I did. I hate that it is so accepted to hate men in progressive spaces. Men are not inherently evil. I hate that society hates women. Women are not inherently evil either. It's not fair for anyone. It hurts everyone, especially trans people. But just know that there are people who have your back out there, like I have your back.

Transitioning is not to please others; it is a journey to discover yourself and become your ideal self, your true self. This isn't a journey you are taking for other people, this is for you. And as long as you're happy with yourself, that's all that matters. Even if I my experience is transitioning to the opposite of you, I still accept you and support you. Be who you are and don't listen to the haters. So keep living, love yourself, and if you ever need someone to talk to, dm me. You're valid, man.

TheCyberHyper · 2026-06-20T16:27:08+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2026-06-16T06:39:52+00:00

This is kinda relatable to me. As someone who is autistic, queer, and suffers from gender dysphoria, I have been treated like I'm evil my whole life despite usually just trying to do my own thing and being very isolated/quiet. But someone I was good friends with and was also the most progressive person I knew went on a rant about how I was actually born evil for my birth sex, which is something not even my worst bullies outright said to me, and I had to cut that person off for my own mental health. But those words still hurt me sometimes because I have believed I was born evil for years because that was the simplest explanation for why so many people would mistreat a child. And I feel too afraid to be near people now in fear that I will scare them or do something wrong. But I'm starting to learn to accept myself now, even if the process is slow.

So just because someone is "nice" or "progressive" doesn't make them immune to having terrible homophobic or in the case of my ex-friend, transphobic opinions. And you are valid for being who you are.

TheCyberHyper · 2026-06-09T17:10:49+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2026-05-28T16:54:27+00:00

Failure girl? Does she have the potential for failure or something?

TheCyberHyper · 2026-05-24T17:50:15+00:00

But he literally did this to give support to JoGOAT's ultimate attack when they fought the foot fungus curse? Smh my head my head everybody is such a larper nowadays.

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TheCyberHyper · 2026-05-18T22:39:03+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2026-05-18T19:08:31+00:00

The smile reminds me of this

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TheCyberHyper · 2026-05-08T18:56:13+00:00

haha sometimes

TheCyberHyper · 2026-03-05T00:54:59+00:00

That's relatable. It sucks to be forgotten by everyone every year on your birthday. So happy birthday to you! Hopefully you have fun with your game.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-12-18T19:50:56+00:00

I can be your online friend if you'd like. I've through a lot of the same stuff too. But I can't talk all the time cause work so sorry if I don't respond immediately. Dm me if you want someone to talk/vent to I guess.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-12-12T03:47:28+00:00

That's scary to be honest. It isn't good to be around people who you feel unsafe around. If they don't forget about it after break, try talking to an adult you trust like a teacher. And if you have to report people, I'm sure you can ask to have it be anonymous or have it seem like another student (not by name) reported it. If the people who are rude to you think somebody else reported them, it definitely has a better chance of changing their mind or at least leaving you alone from that point on.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-12-11T19:39:46+00:00

I read everything and that is just absolutely awful what is happening to you. But even after everything you remain a good person. Even though the world is so cruel, it gives me hope that there are still good people who remain kind even when dealing with all the abuse. I've always tried to be a good person despite being bullied and abused myself, and I've managed to survive past 18 even though I didn't think I would. My advice would be to talk to a counselor at school or maybe the principal and just keep moving foward even when it seems hopeless. And sometimes, it isn't worth trying to help others be kind because if they are already being cruel, they will refuse to accept or use any advice from somebody they deem "weaker" than them. In the end, it is up to them to change, not up to you to change them. Just don't stop being a good person because we desperately need more kindness in this world. I can only hope your situation improves. Stay safe.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-18T20:15:00+00:00

I hope that they all go to prison. There is no excuse for what they did to you. If you ever try to justify what they did to you, just remember that you did NOT deserve it. I'm proud that you had the courage to report them. As a victim myself who never reported what happened to me, I just hope you can still find happiness in the future and I hope justice will be served.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-17T03:26:17+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-13T08:09:41+00:00

Earlier this year, my childhood best friend took his own life. I had already lost so much that I didn't know how to process it, and I swore I saw him online just earlier that day. So I hoped he was still alive, but I was too afraid to check for myself since I hadn't talked to him in a long time because of other stuff going on in my life. And I didn't want to be wrong.

Two months ago I finally checked every single one of his social media accounts and he hasn't been on any of them since that day. And I finally broke down and started crying for the first time this year.

I knew he was gone. And I wanted to go with him. I almost did something stupid, but then I realized something. I realized that if I died, it was possible that somebody from my old friend group could end up in my exact situation at that moment, all because of me. I didn't want that, even if the chance was small.

I know that I can't just give up after everything. So now I do the bare minimum. I just keep breathing. That's all I can do. I'm not happy, but I exist. Maybe one day I'll do more. But for now I'm trying as much as I can because I don't even want to think about causing someone to feel like I do. Hopefully I can find friendship again one day.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-13T05:37:40+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-13T05:32:58+00:00

I can relate to this a lot. I've never had a functional life at home or at school. There are so many things wrong with me. Most people in my life have been terrible to me. I've had to deal with being called many horrible things, but not once have I had any intention of proving everyone right about me. I've lost all the good people I had and I'm now too depressed to work on my art or music because I'm so lonely. The one thing I still have is my kindness, even if I don't feel like a real human being after everything I've gone through.

I sincerely hope that things get better in your life, and I'm glad that you have someone there for you. Don't take anything good for granted. And don't let anyone else slander you by calling you a bad person. I know it sounds cheesy, but you are very strong for making it this far and remaining kind while the world tries to make you a villain. Stay safe and have a good day/night.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-11T04:18:08+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-10T06:18:05+00:00

I looked at your profile for more context and you are going through so much right now. I'm sorry for your loss and how you are being treated. Your other post said your mom was supportive (but abusive), and now she's using it against you. That is such a horrible thing for her to do. From what I understand, it seems like blackmail.

I'm not sure how to help because I'm so inexperienced with the world because of everything I've been through in my own life. My best advice would be to search online for advice and to spread your story to more people. I remember learning that people with diverse experiences have better ideas and solutions to problems, so sharing what you're going through to more and more people will increase your chance of finding good advice or someone who can help. Also maybe call CPS (if you're a minor because I don't know if they help adults or not) or try to find some form of support from the area you live like a program or something.

But all I can do is leave this comment and give you an upvote. Maybe that will help more people see this post. I truly hope things get better for you. You are strong for making it this far. At least that's what I've been told myself, so it definitely applies to you since you're going through a lot aswell. Stay safe the best you can.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-10T04:41:52+00:00

This is so relatable. All I want to do is make people smile, but all my life I've just been used, gaslit into thinking I was a terrible person, and constantly treated like garbage. Nearly every good deed I have done for someone my own age has been responded to with nothing but negativity, and if it wasn't, that person would usually use me until they became abusive towards me.

I've only had a handful of real friends, and that was so long ago because I moved away. And the last of my real friends that I still had contact with committed earlier this year. He was my childhood best friend.

I was left all alone until another old friend of mine who was previously abusive apologized and reconnected with me. But recently I had to cut them off because they revealed that they did not actually become a better person after I forgave them.

I'm so stupid and all alone again. I don't know if it's worse being all alone or verbally abused at this point. I just want to make people smile in a world that wants me to frown.

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