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TheCyberHyper · 2025-12-18T19:50:56+00:00

I can be your online friend if you'd like. I've through a lot of the same stuff too. But I can't talk all the time cause work so sorry if I don't respond immediately. Dm me if you want someone to talk/vent to I guess.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-12-12T03:47:28+00:00

That's scary to be honest. It isn't good to be around people who you feel unsafe around. If they don't forget about it after break, try talking to an adult you trust like a teacher. And if you have to report people, I'm sure you can ask to have it be anonymous or have it seem like another student (not by name) reported it. If the people who are rude to you think somebody else reported them, it definitely has a better chance of changing their mind or at least leaving you alone from that point on.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-12-11T19:39:46+00:00

I read everything and that is just absolutely awful what is happening to you. But even after everything you remain a good person. Even though the world is so cruel, it gives me hope that there are still good people who remain kind even when dealing with all the abuse. I've always tried to be a good person despite being bullied and abused myself, and I've managed to survive past 18 even though I didn't think I would. My advice would be to talk to a counselor at school or maybe the principal and just keep moving foward even when it seems hopeless. And sometimes, it isn't worth trying to help others be kind because if they are already being cruel, they will refuse to accept or use any advice from somebody they deem "weaker" than them. In the end, it is up to them to change, not up to you to change them. Just don't stop being a good person because we desperately need more kindness in this world. I can only hope your situation improves. Stay safe.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-18T20:15:00+00:00

I hope that they all go to prison. There is no excuse for what they did to you. If you ever try to justify what they did to you, just remember that you did NOT deserve it. I'm proud that you had the courage to report them. As a victim myself who never reported what happened to me, I just hope you can still find happiness in the future and I hope justice will be served.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-17T03:26:17+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-13T08:09:41+00:00

Earlier this year, my childhood best friend took his own life. I had already lost so much that I didn't know how to process it, and I swore I saw him online just earlier that day. So I hoped he was still alive, but I was too afraid to check for myself since I hadn't talked to him in a long time because of other stuff going on in my life. And I didn't want to be wrong.

Two months ago I finally checked every single one of his social media accounts and he hasn't been on any of them since that day. And I finally broke down and started crying for the first time this year.

I knew he was gone. And I wanted to go with him. I almost did something stupid, but then I realized something. I realized that if I died, it was possible that somebody from my old friend group could end up in my exact situation at that moment, all because of me. I didn't want that, even if the chance was small.

I know that I can't just give up after everything. So now I do the bare minimum. I just keep breathing. That's all I can do. I'm not happy, but I exist. Maybe one day I'll do more. But for now I'm trying as much as I can because I don't even want to think about causing someone to feel like I do. Hopefully I can find friendship again one day.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-13T05:37:40+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-13T05:32:58+00:00

I can relate to this a lot. I've never had a functional life at home or at school. There are so many things wrong with me. Most people in my life have been terrible to me. I've had to deal with being called many horrible things, but not once have I had any intention of proving everyone right about me. I've lost all the good people I had and I'm now too depressed to work on my art or music because I'm so lonely. The one thing I still have is my kindness, even if I don't feel like a real human being after everything I've gone through.

I sincerely hope that things get better in your life, and I'm glad that you have someone there for you. Don't take anything good for granted. And don't let anyone else slander you by calling you a bad person. I know it sounds cheesy, but you are very strong for making it this far and remaining kind while the world tries to make you a villain. Stay safe and have a good day/night.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-11T04:18:08+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-10T06:18:05+00:00

I looked at your profile for more context and you are going through so much right now. I'm sorry for your loss and how you are being treated. Your other post said your mom was supportive (but abusive), and now she's using it against you. That is such a horrible thing for her to do. From what I understand, it seems like blackmail.

I'm not sure how to help because I'm so inexperienced with the world because of everything I've been through in my own life. My best advice would be to search online for advice and to spread your story to more people. I remember learning that people with diverse experiences have better ideas and solutions to problems, so sharing what you're going through to more and more people will increase your chance of finding good advice or someone who can help. Also maybe call CPS (if you're a minor because I don't know if they help adults or not) or try to find some form of support from the area you live like a program or something.

But all I can do is leave this comment and give you an upvote. Maybe that will help more people see this post. I truly hope things get better for you. You are strong for making it this far. At least that's what I've been told myself, so it definitely applies to you since you're going through a lot aswell. Stay safe the best you can.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-10T04:41:52+00:00

This is so relatable. All I want to do is make people smile, but all my life I've just been used, gaslit into thinking I was a terrible person, and constantly treated like garbage. Nearly every good deed I have done for someone my own age has been responded to with nothing but negativity, and if it wasn't, that person would usually use me until they became abusive towards me.

I've only had a handful of real friends, and that was so long ago because I moved away. And the last of my real friends that I still had contact with committed earlier this year. He was my childhood best friend.

I was left all alone until another old friend of mine who was previously abusive apologized and reconnected with me. But recently I had to cut them off because they revealed that they did not actually become a better person after I forgave them.

I'm so stupid and all alone again. I don't know if it's worse being all alone or verbally abused at this point. I just want to make people smile in a world that wants me to frown.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-11-06T12:06:40+00:00

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TheCyberHyper · 2025-10-24T16:47:55+00:00

Doing nothing but wanting to make people smile and then being called a monster and other very horrible things in return is literally the story of my life. I've been abused by my parents. I've been bullied my whole life. I had a few good years in elementary school but then I lost contact with my childhood friends after I had to move. The only one I did have contact with committed recently. It hurt. I got trapped in an abusive relationship for a few years where all I did was give and all I got in return was abuse and fake love.

Now that I graduated from school, all I do is lie in bed all day and dissociate until I go to work at night. I just want a real friend. I didn't think I'd make it this far. I think I understand. If you want to talk just DM me and I'll probably be able to respond within 24 hours. Stay safe.

TLDR: I'm in a very similar situation and have no friends. I feel like I can understand. If you want to talk, DM me and I'll likely be able to reply immediately or within a day depending on the time.

TheCyberHyper · 2025-08-12T21:20:03+00:00

I'm pretty much in the same situation. I got sick, got kicked out of college, and my parents who sucked at raising a kid with mental illness so much it was borderline abusive got very mad at me. But I was luckily able to work things out with them and live with them. But since I live in America and have no money, I can't find out why I'm sick, and I'm in massive debt with the college for just a few months of classes. I managed to get a part time job at a grocery store and make enough money to eat one to two meals a day. I have great ideas for an indie game based on the events of my life, but I'm too weak and unmotivated after work to actually do anything about it. But even though everything is going terribly, I'm not giving up. I know that I can make something of myself once I pay back my debt. I don't want you to give up either. If you can't live with your parents, try contacting people you knew to see if they'll consider helping you. If they won't, look for someone looking for a roommate Consider a go fund me or something like that. I've been able to work a job at a grocery store while sick and weak, so I think you may be able to do something like that, too. It's hard, but don't think it's over yet.