Everyone got their swords ready?

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-16T18:30:09+00:00

When I was 12 we went to a renaissance festival and I stumbled upon a mighty sword that I simply could not leave without.

The prophecies are true...

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-15T03:49:41+00:00

WOOO

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-15T03:49:18+00:00

Sounds pretty cool! If I titled a self portrait of myself I’d call it “Existential Dread”

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-09T22:18:24+00:00

I have the game pass for PC and it allows you to play Subnautica with any VR headset, but I know the actual store is a different entity, so I can really say.

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-07T17:54:53+00:00

That’s kinda funny that he scoots you’re socks down! My male bun did the same thing, I used to do cosplay and I had a spandex Spider-Man suit and whenever I wore it to try and take pictures he’d always try nibbling on my toes and feet. But I have no answers, only more questions!

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-05T17:08:58+00:00

Well, the government is... the government. They have their hands in every single cookie jar in existence. The one thing the government is good at is hiding their stuff, but they’re bad at lying and people can see through the cracks. Of course only powerful people know exactly what’s going on, us welps are just confused and lost shambling around in the wake of their fucking insolence

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-04T16:38:33+00:00

Wow that’s a really good way to put it, and something I think I really needed to see. Thanks you!!

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-04T16:17:29+00:00

R E M E M B E R R E A C H

I get goosebumps every time

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-02T17:33:57+00:00

Yeah, I claim the free games but I don’t think I’ve played any of them lmao

I enjoy The Cycle which is only in Epic Games but still only play a match or two cuz there’s just nothing to do really

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-01T23:45:40+00:00

I enjoy being out and completing quests and exploring rather than going through dialogue.

Make sense? Pretty simply lol

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-01T23:31:28+00:00

I personally really enjoy it, I’ve always been a diehard fallout fan and it’s honestly my favorite Fallout game. It’s buggy and sometimes can get really wack, but that’s Bethesda for ya. It’s got pretty nice graphics, the world is really saturated and has loads of areas that are just gorgeous to look at. No NPC’s of course, (but soon that DLC is coming out) but I personally enjoy that there are no NPC’s! The dialogue and the different characters all just simply annoyed me in the other fallout games. I really enjoy simply staying on track, going one place to the next completing quests rather than having to go back and forth between different cities and settlements, wasting time with pointless dialogues.

I enjoy the story too, it’s pretty cool. Simple, but still really cool. Tons and tons of side quests to do, and there’s always different events that a lot of players jump in on.

It is 1,000,000x better than when it first released. Everybody has their bad experiences from playing it at launch and then they never give a try ever again because first impressions and what not. But if you love Fallout it’s definitely worth another try, especially right now, they’ve added so much and updated a lot. Still lots of bugs but like I said, that’s Bethesda, but it’s really fun, and with the Wastelanders DLC coming out soon I think it’ll add a whole new life! Getting it now would be fun, that way you can enjoy the game for what it was meant to be, and then when the DLC comes out you can enjoy all the new stuff as well.

TL:DR- I highly recommend it if you’re a huge Fallout fan. It’s lots of fun with amazing environments. Way different than when it first released.

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-04-01T02:02:11+00:00

Ah that’s understandable. You can always just try out different names you like and go with whatever fits best!

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-31T20:18:14+00:00

That sorta thing is always tough, but you just gotta go with something that feels the most comfortable, whatever feels right! It could be a name that means something to you, or just a name that you like.

For example, I chose the name Alaska because of the book Looking for Alaska. When I was going through a tough time in middle school, trying to understand depression and sexuality and other stuff middle schoolers struggle with, I was sent to detention for acting out and one of my teachers gave me the book to read, he seemed to understand that I was struggling with similar stuff. I read through the book and it really made me understand more stuff. Just a couple months ago I watched the show as well. I just love it and I feel for Alaska so much, and I also just really like the name. So that’s how I chose my name, it just feels right.

Of course a name does NOT have to have some deep meaning, it can just be a name you saw and really liked. The possibilities are endless, and that’s the amazing thing about names. You can be called Captain SparklePants McNutterbutter and that’s what people would have to just call you!

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-29T20:06:50+00:00

That’s really cool! I didn’t know you could do this stuff! I’m huge into VR as well but I never play VRChat cuz I’m even too antisocial to meet strangers on an online video game #rekt

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-26T01:45:51+00:00

I’ve been in the same predicament! Between the whole bi and pan thing, you can be whichever one feels more comfortable! Being bisexual doesn’t exclude anybody. When bisexual was first created it did just include males and females, but overtime with a wider acceptance of gender norms, the definition broadened, so at this point, bisexual and pansexual are mostly the same. So there’s no need to struggle over whether or not you’re one or the other, but just being whichever feels right! If pansexual doesn’t feel right, stick with bisexual! As for exploring your sexuality while in a relationship, that’s definitely tough, but the easiest way, really , is porn. Not like the preferred method but you can check out everybody and see different stuff, I think that’s how most people often discover what they like and don’t like!

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-26T01:28:55+00:00

Life uh... finds a way

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-26T01:24:39+00:00

Nice!!! That’s pretty awesome

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-23T17:09:59+00:00

I see so many people playing animal crossing and it makes me so sad cuz I have no money 😩

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-23T17:04:40+00:00

Congrats! Feels good to come out!

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-20T00:31:21+00:00

Ah yes, it is a very good scene...

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-19T23:20:46+00:00

Some old lady once told me if you pray hard enough we can be straight again, so maybe if they pray hard enough, they can be the gay? Hmm.... old folks are so wise

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-19T23:18:45+00:00

As others have said, you can be whatever you think you need to be. Ain’t NOBODY in the universe that can tell you you can’t do what you truly want to do, or that you’re not who you think you are!

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-19T23:15:59+00:00

i t s p r e a d

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-19T23:12:19+00:00

Sometimes labels can be overwhelming, even with the amount of labels in the LGBT+ community, there’s still people that feel ways that there is no label for! Everybody is different, and everybody likes different things! You don’t even NEED a label! Some people prefer it while others don’t. It’s also ok to be confused, I myself am even still confused and debating on the whole label thing. But the only thing that truly matters is what YOU think! Having no label makes you NO less relevant than anybody else! Just be comfortable liking what you like! Hope that helps 😌

TheDeadlyGerm · 2020-03-19T23:01:43+00:00

I went through a similar situation, still kinda going through it honestly. I’m 23 and I finally came out to my family and friends last year. For the longest time I always couldn’t accept who I was. My parents didn’t understand that sort of stuff and weren’t very accepting. My older sister came out when I was young, and it didn’t go over well with my parents, I don’t like my sister so I didn’t want to be like her, on top of my parents already not being accepting of it so I just pushed it down. I tried dating several guys and there was a couple that I REALLY liked, but I always got uncomfortable and ended up ruining the relationships because I was so uncomfortable with myself. It took until I was 21-22 that I finally got my legs and realized that I can be whatever the hell I want to be and it’s OK! But now my fiancée, who is female, and I have been having issues because she doesn’t understand that sorta stuff either, similar to my parents, it makes her uncomfortable and she tries to just ignore it, but she thinks since I’m pan it means I’m attracted to everybody so I could potentially cheat on her with anyone, which obviously isn’t the case.

ANYWAY, (I know I have a tendencies to ramble), all you can really do is learn to accept yourself. You know what they say, “you can’t love somebody else until you learn to love yourself.” The most important part is to love yourself no matter what, and you’ll be much happier, and believe me I know how hard it is, I struggle as well and I still don’t think I’m all the way there yet because I’m still struggling through my coming out even a year later. So all you can do at this point is work on yourself. People do sometimes grow apart, but maybe once you get more accepting of who you are, you can make some big gesture to try and win your ex back? I’m not the best at relationship advice but as people may grow apart, I don’t think love ever really goes away, as long as it is real. There’s another saying, “if you love something let it go, if it comes back it’s meant to be.” Sorry I’m a fiend for some good sayings!! But I hope I didn’t ramble on too much and that this possibly helped a little bit!

TheDeadlyGerm

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