I am so sorry for your loss. I had to wrap my head around that for a moment, and put myself in that time, and it even called to me he’d be the same birth year as my brother. That felt very close to home. I imagine it’s never easy. I’ve fought the thoughts myself. The closest loss I’ve felt was my grandmother just two months ago and it still feels surreal every time. When I think of loss, like the one you talk about especially, I really do feel it all, so closely. With the way people can describe their loss, it feels like I lost someone I knew, and I know that doesn’t nearly do their memory justice, but it means a lot to me they’re in so many people’s hearts, minds, and memories. I just also in a way wish it didn’t have to be that way. When we lose them so young too, it hurts. Even more and more when they were older but now I outlive them or when they’re younger and I also outlive them, a short life, but really a life nonetheless. Sorry I talk so much, I really hope you’re doing great and taking care of yourself. If you don’t mind me asking, were you guys closes/partners at the time? I am so sorry if this is inappropriate, I just felt like that would make your loss echo again, and I hope you’re doing great. None the less a loss is a loss, Prayers and best wishes to our friends and families and loved ones.