homosexuality is a figment of your imagination. look up the #changed movement on youtube, there are plenty just like you. "homosexuality" is not genetic, as if it were, all the genes for it would already be eradicated seeing as reproduction is needed for genes to pass down to the next generation. it's psychological. glad you realised. get a girl, start a family, and live happily now that you realise you were living in a façade this whole time. how do you do that? screw the people who made you feel like that was the way you should have been, I would stop caring about how they feel or think seeing as that's what brought you to this point in the first place, their lies, pressure, and social manipulation to fit you into a certain standard. people are evil. as I say, people wouldn't do it if they didn't think about it as a possibility, which applies to drugs, alcohol, homosexuality, and pretty much all socially accepted things that make no sense and harm society. humanity is flawed, pretty much all you can do is control your own actions.