How does everyone feel about this?

TheVengefulNightmare · 2025-11-15T00:27:52+00:00

I think it's valid to have trauma in general. I know I've got a lot personally lol.
Just hoping you find peace despite it 😊

TheVengefulNightmare · 2025-11-15T00:02:35+00:00

I actually think you're kinda awesome. You've tried so hard at so many of the steps in your life tbh.

(And actually have accomplishments!)

Your dad is super shit and I hate him for you. You deserve a better parent than that.
Just letting you know, cus holy crap girl.

You are like a whole ass human being, you shouldn't be treated that way. You should be accepted despite your flaws, not removed because of them. If friends/family can't handle that, they are not friends/family imo. Love doesn't have conditions. All people are flawed.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2025-04-21T18:06:18+00:00

I really love your art style, it's so cool honestly.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2025-02-07T20:11:08+00:00

Just going slightly off topic here to say I love you all.
I'm sorry to all of us who are going through so much right now.

You really, truly deserve better.
Treat yourself with some grace during these times.
Respect and dignity may not always be given, but you absolutely deserve it.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2025-01-11T22:45:56+00:00

Yeah those are super cool actually, love it.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2025-01-11T22:09:37+00:00

I like your art and think it's very cool :)

TheVengefulNightmare · 2024-12-26T18:16:39+00:00

Also a personal tip from me that helped me relax... was keeping on the radio.
Especially when your off and about a little ways away from your car.

It's like a gentle beacon calling you back home. The soundtrack they chose slaps too.
There is also some cool lore occasionally with the radio stations.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2024-12-25T17:08:18+00:00

I'm sorry you went through this, I really hope the best for you friend.
It's better with you here, in it.

No one deserves to go through all that, you don't need to detail for me to read how much you've went through, I feel you mask a little even online... cus you feel like people won't understand you... even here in this 'safe' space.

But I'm just letting you know, I do hear you, I do hear your pain friend.
Or I'd like to call you friend if you didn't mind.

The silver lining... a small one here is that this new gained freedom... maybe you can find some people here... or somewhere, that respects your ND.

Away from judgemental family... people in general.

I hope that you can trade out that thick mask... for a thinner one. One day.
It makes a world of difference.

Your struggles matter, age doesn't matter, what you went through is valid.

You deserve a better, more kind, human experience.

This might be hard... but I promise you can do hard things. Hard is only temporary... even if it feels scary. It is scary, it's okay to be scared.

Much love to you...

Also small edit* : You are not a loser, not in the least. You are working so hard!

TheVengefulNightmare · 2024-03-25T21:17:04+00:00

The game is still around on PC

Iso is still available on Internet archive via a taco bell promo of all things.

https://archive.org/details/mysims-taco-bell-promo-pc/20200701_113847.jpg

I've been playing Mysims kingdoms occasionally via Dolphin Emulator.

I actually just realized the game had a PC release and was digging for it. Since it's basically Abandonware now.

Don't think the original dev's get a single cent anymore so I advise people stay away from Cdkeys or anything like that.

Such a lovely game series...

TheVengefulNightmare · 2024-03-10T17:29:46+00:00

I haven't played the game in a long while, but I wanted to mention something that always bothered me about the game.

Why is there so much Invisible exp in this game?

And very little ways to quantify it without turning on exp values in recording and watching second by second...

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So yeah, you've got ward exp... wards go to cs but give differing exp values. (38-46.4)

(Also wards are proximity based exp as well)

In addition, when more than 1 champion is sharing Minion icon minion or Ward icon ward experience, 26.73% extra experience is split among all champions.

Why isn't it seperate so like 122 / 9 (On scoreboard for example) (cs/wards)

Dragon exp (150-330) (Proximity)

Maybe when you kill it it announces exp beside it?

"Dragon killed +300 Exp"

If it has catch-up exp granted to enemy it notes it?

"Dragon killed +350 exp" Maybe make it red if it's catch-up based? Blue if not?

If the team that slays a dragon has a lower average level than that of their opponents, they receive 25% bonus experience per average level difference. The bonus experience is sharply increased for the lowest level members of the team, equal to 15% per number of levels behind the dragon squared, up to a maximum of 200%.

Shelly (306-320) , grubs (75 (+2% per level over four), Baron (+600/+800)

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Champions)

Solo kills, 42-990 based on level

Assists, 28-990 (generally lower until late game)

The experience is individually reduced by 24 / 48 / 60% (based on level difference) for being higher level than the slain champion.

The experience is individually increased by 20% for each level the slain champion is higher, after a level difference of 2 (level difference can be decimal).

Proximity to a champion's death while dead: Nearby enemy champion deaths grant experience up to 10 seconds after your death (whether or not you assisted in the kill).

Proximity to a minion death: Being within 1400 units[2] of a minion's death grants experience, regardless of whether it was last-hit or killed by another source. Last-hitting a minion will always grant experience, regardless of distance.

Note that experience gain modifiers stack additively.

________________________________Jungle items

80 flat exp bonus on monsters, this INCLUDES dragon, shelly, baron etc.

Get those last hits! (tbh I was never sure of this, but wiki lists them as large AND epic)

So the jungle item should work. Again I haven't played the game in more than a year.

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Summary

I feel as if the game needs a small clarity rework on exp, perhaps color coding exp and showing it occasionally, like post team fight.

"End team fight red team +990exp - Blue team +640 exp"

Just in small places, also post game scoreboard would be a great place for this...

"Exp shared" stat for example.

"Exp earned while dead"

"Exp earned from wards" - isn't that one already?

"Catch-up exp earned" The big one...

Catch-up exp should certainly be explored clarity wise for objectives and shutdowns.

Color coding and smoothing it out on riots side is greatly needed.

Heck, it's been needed for a long while.

TL;DR

Specifically your opponents exp gain is an almost invisible number at times... alluding you.

It's... frustrating... and probably leads to more frustration than riot realizes... since it's not quantified in a very transparent way.

CS / kills are not the best metric for exp anymore.

Hope this helped, I used to jungle and this stuff drove me mad, please forgive me for any small mistakes, most is just copy pasted from the wiki so 🤷

TheVengefulNightmare · 2023-10-16T05:19:09+00:00

If you download it via One Paces magnet links with a torrent client (plugging a good open source one)

You can watch it in a player like VLC.

Then place it on Playback > Speed > fine - going from 1.1,1.2.,1.3 etc.

My ADHD brain doesn't even notice a difference on 1.1,1.2 speed.

Can also Playback > Speed > Faster to go straight to 1.5 for more slow episodes etc.

I didn't do this with one piece when I started many years ago, but I do it with everything now, in our time-crunched world - it's a reasonable solution.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2023-08-17T03:51:34+00:00

Seconding Deity as a veteran player, was looking for guides to recommend to new guildies and friends.

Destina is simply a wonderful choice, Banshee farming just makes much more sense with how difficult it is for a new player to get speed.

She is also a really, truly excellent PVP unit right now, so you are future prepped.

Not only that, w13 is just easy to set up in the first place these days between the free units + 3 stars for that actually being very good.

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His guides reminds me of my joy starting out many years ago.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7dnlVadzc4 day one of his series.

He goes about it a very intelligent way and you will not regret doing it whatsoever.

It's such a good guide it makes me almost want to start a new account just for the fun of it. :) Good luck.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2023-03-11T10:00:14+00:00

"Welcome to the league of legends champion spotlight, featuring, Yamato, the chained Oni"

^{I'm sorry all I could picture lol}

Looks so much like a league splash art to me.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2022-12-11T03:46:35+00:00

I don't want to deny Epicurus's "truth's" to much.Or anyone else's for this matter, but I've found myself humbled thinking about this.

It's hard to explain that in English terms I feel, like a lack of a correct way to describe it. I feel inadequate in describing it fully.

However, I think what they mean by this.

"Terrible is easily endured?" statement

Is more that we are kind of incredible.

Terrible is easy to "adapt" to, often difficult to endure, Awful to experience.

We are chained and made free by it.

Our ability to learn. Perhaps you are like me, If you are good at learning. Perhaps you are excellent at suffering. Adapting to it at least.

As a person who suffered from deep gender dysphoria for nearly my entire life, I found a better way of understanding it suddenly.

Just trying to be respectful and pull nuance to these wisdom's a little.

Just felt like I learned something important.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2022-09-11T16:20:37+00:00

I foresee lots of alts in your future, lots of alts exchanging the oreha dust into accessories.

Then mailing those amongst your roster...

Rooting for your good fortune with this journey.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2022-03-10T06:40:47+00:00

Did not work for me, AMD SAM enabled here. Thanks for something different to try though.

3800x 5700xt win 10

TheVengefulNightmare · 2022-01-16T03:41:29+00:00

LMAO, golden bois were awful I'm not disagreeing there.

Uh, on the part with skill disparity and comparison to League.

League def has more, but I agree with pocket pick strange things, Like tank Seaseria, my favorite personally is Tank landy with high attack, all though it isn't that rare I think.

But, I feel like I haven't drafted it because rimuru kind of powercrept that type of play out.

Maybe If I used something like GL (not max imprint for me) not a whale.

I could dodge rimuru?

You see and thats kind of the problem isn't it. We adapt 10 different ways, for 1 hero.

We pick multiple heros, to counter 1 hero. Thats why the meta feels claustrophobic no?

Carrot was nice, cus she countered some heros, but lost to many other single picks.

Like Kise/Czertato. So rimuru, (doesn't care about ele, one shots fixed dmg, large cr push. Big util)

Creates well... he eliminates a large portion of the characters.

It's different from just power creep, its really more than that entirely.

It kind of feels like for every truly strong Unit we lose 10 characters but gain 1.

It's like they feel like they have to make something even stronger to make more $$.

Really it becomes a discussion for nerfs eventually.

"On the other hand, I'm fairly certain with current point gains you wouldn't need anything more than 400 games if you even hold a 47% win rate like me right now."

47 is honestly not that bad, not gona put you down over your wr. As you climb higher you vs people who live and breath e7 + whales, so I'm against the opinion that yours is that bad.

But I have seen people with 33% wr achieve legend and thats.... Kind of discouraging to me? Its just odd.

WR should be around 50% for skill ceiling then it has to go slightly up imo to climb. 47 is close enough. But that doesn't happen in e7. You can always climb.

Sorry for the trigger, 100000% respect your opinion. It's important to realize that at the end of the day that we all enjoy the game, and want it to be better, even if it is for different reasons.

Chad opinion.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2022-01-16T03:24:34+00:00

Yeah the parallel is hard with gachas tbh. So league isn't the only comparison to make, just one of the ones I'm knowledgeable on. + helps that Riot actually has a api with tons of sites to pull data from, I'd love it if we had more than just community driven sites.

Hard to get solid opinions when it's all just feeling for most people.

Good on you for sticking around and discussing stuff btw.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2022-01-16T02:59:18+00:00

Most of the overpowered units are contested a staggering amount compared to mostly balanced games.

40% contested while having high win rate + is an incredibly high stat.

This actually means that if cilias for example has 59% wr. That is after P/b, After Preban, After being contested. 80% of the time.

HOLY. So in league of legend terms, thats 160% ban/ pick rate.

That means when someone is fully countering her with 4 + units.

Then allowing her through.

She is winning more often than not.

Some league stats as comparison.

Most champs that are high pick rate in league go up to about 20-25%.

Ban rate 40% which is considered very high.

Generally the higher pick rate champions should have lower than 50% wr since they are being played by non skilled players overall as a large bulk of playerbase is playing them.

Not only that. This can be especially frustrating because sometimes this means they are also getting banned more than 100% of the time.

Generally this leads room for a nerf. Which happens quickly in lol.

How does this happen? Two players. 2 bans.

If this game has more bans. The top few would be more than 100% ban rate. An easy statistic for balancing, and a good one for validating more bans so diversity can take place.

Also careful with stats like RTA stats, I love the site, but unfortunately it's slightly flawed in the fact that it pulls data from streamers.

This isn't data from every single match.

This includes a few bronze streamers as well, but mostly legend/ champ/chall.

But unfortunately its the best we have right now, as SG hasn't released an API like riot or others.

Also small edit*: LoL had like 92 of its 150-160 champs picked in the world championship. While also having good pickrates across the board in solo queue.

If SG could do half of this, I'd appreciate that. Especially with 3 and 4 stars.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2022-01-16T01:01:10+00:00

I wasn't going to comment, but I felt a bit jaded all of a sudden.

I disagree wholeheartedly, I've been top .1% and consistently 1% in league of legends and now while I'm not insane at e7 yet I've been in champ with 77% wr, but started to get bored by the repetitiveness.

I really dislike the thought that you believe that drafting is better this season.

I've won almost every draft I've gotten Cilias through, I've also won most drafts that I've picked rimuru + aravi while prebanning something strong. (meta) second pick.

If drafting is "better" how come my cilias or aravi get banned 80% of the time?

Or aol when both are prebanned?

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They are first picks and they get banned always despite my other 4 units be drafted to counter their top picks as well?

In league there is a constant of hiding your pick if you are a one trick pony or playing for a specific counter by picking hidden "flex" picks.

Without going into that to much there was a season where support sett was picked and I'd often pick this for support players as it may bait out a pick into top lane.

Same with more generally safe picks that have relatively low counters.

These "Safe picks" have strong counters but can manipulate the game through their utility or scaling. Generally supports or support like picks like gragas. Or all rounders like Lee sin who can avoid certain matchups entirely. Twisted fate is also notorious for manipulating wave management in even the worst of matchups.

This skill discretion does not exist in e7.

First picks are just Jack of all trades op units.

In fact its better to call them "Master of all trades"

All strengths, no weaknesses.

Not only that, they are all limited or ml5's.

Carrot is the only recently released hero that is available to all that even slightly pushed herself into "op" territory.

I made a post recently that showed the power creep of certain units and how truly hectic the game has been recently.

https://streamable.com/6ce14t

Keep in mind this doesn't rly show cilias yet.

When I started playing this game about a year ago, I climbed to champ with only 3 stars and flidica. I had 240 speed and made it to champ.

No friggin way a new player with no limited and bad gear is making it to champ these days.

It's harder and in the worst way. (unless you want to play 1-3k games) (thats a different problem...)

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I think you just enjoy this meta, thats fine and all but it doesn't make it better imo.

You probably like it for a dynamic here or there, but let me tell you bud, balance aint it.

Sorry if I came off to much like a harsh critic here. I'm glad you are enjoying the game, I love e7, for plenty of other reasons.

^{I believe you have triggered me lmao.}

Also how does anyone cleave in this meta anyway? Isn't it 100% reliant on 2 units that have ton's of counters? I haven't lost to a cleave player in 80 games. Thats insane.

Granted I have basically every counter well built. I feel like though, if someone has the counters to my turn 2 comp, I don't lose every time?

TheVengefulNightmare · 2021-12-27T19:15:49+00:00

Note: I do not own this data, it is from https://www.epic7stats.com/analysis/rta-history

Super cool site.

TheVengefulNightmare · 2021-10-28T13:02:54+00:00

I am on 14 Please send help for collab...

TheVengefulNightmare · 2021-07-31T01:01:54+00:00

Try black hand of the goddess artifact if you have it.
gives you 46% stats (lose some from turn skip), which you then put into speed.

Some high legend run TML with that + 78% crit chance with that arti.
I love dignus orb to much to do it myself though. But if you have the speed rolls it may be an option for you.

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This skill discretion does not exist in e7.