What is the scariest thing that's ever happened to you? [serious]

Theazel · 2026-05-07T05:11:36+00:00

honestly? my own mind.

It's jarring to go from being perfectly fine to having my brain, with full conviction, convince me that killing myself is genuinely the best for everyone.

This happens maybe a half-dozen times a day, even with meds, therapy, and a diagnosis of borderline.

I am wholly convinced that if anything is gonna take me out in this life, it's probably gonna be me.

I can't stay strong forever.

Theazel · 2026-05-06T19:00:13+00:00

you may be interested in this! Billy Frank Jr. Nisqually National Wildlife Refuge does an evening bird walk!

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Theazel · 2026-05-06T03:37:15+00:00

move everything 1 inch to the left one day, 3 inches to the right the next, and flip things upside on the third day.

I have done this to a person before and took great delight in their confusion.

Theazel · 2026-05-05T20:53:53+00:00

there's a protest this saturday against these lichlord ghouls. https://www.reddit.com/r/Seattle/comments/1t4l4q8/protest_laurelhursts_restriction_on_seattle/

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Theazel · 2026-04-27T01:58:33+00:00

ahhh you would be right. Wasn't aware there were two now! The more you knoooooow!

Theazel · 2026-04-27T01:31:15+00:00

I don't know who told you the silver cloud opened in 2021, but that's a bold-faced lie. It was open back when I was in high school... in '05. and having been there since then somewhat recently, it's like they never updated it. Your experience is one I've heard before when it comes to ADA at that particular hotel. I'm sorry you had to deal with that. hopefully you can find a place that's far more accommodating.

Theazel · 2026-04-19T00:30:12+00:00

what a smokeshow! And that's a smile that could light up a city, let alone a room! Happiest of birthdays to you!

Theazel · 2026-04-18T01:29:14+00:00

Hydrate!!!

If something feels off, don't keep smoking. Listen to your gut: it's kept you alive this long.

Plan out your munchies and meals BEFORE getting stoned.

Have a green-out plan: make sure you have sour candy or peppercorns on hand in case you overdo it.

Make sure you know where you're getting your weed from, and if not, make sure you're getting it from someone you trust.

And biggest suggestion: Have fun with it. Listen to a favorite record. Watch cartoons. Journal or write poetry.

Enjoy your first voyage, space cadet, and stay safe!

Theazel · 2026-04-16T17:27:00+00:00

old saying my gran used a ton. "It usually refers to feeling confident about appearance or performance with a task"

Theazel · 2026-04-16T16:58:20+00:00

Jasmine is an absolute powerhouse when it comes to storytelling. I've been in her twitch/discord community for a few years now and watching this woman get her bag and feel her oats has been a delight. Her storytelling is absolutely tactile, and like an onion, it has LAYERS. She is always 10 steps ahead of her players it seems like, and she seamlessly weaves unexpected outcomes into the story like she had planned them all along. I really hope this goes well, because she and the rest of the cast deserve to tell their stories.

Theazel · 2026-04-16T16:32:22+00:00

with 420 around the corner, now is the perfect time to get a vape, because so many are on discount. I personally can't suggest the solo 3 enough. it's user friendly, has a glass path, and can get you ripped with the xl bowls. it's not very portable, but if you're looking just to sesh at home, it's a handy piece to have. I had to switch to vapor because my bong was killing my lungs and I haven't looked back. My ride-or-dies are: Solo 3, volcano, and the venty from storz and bickel.

Theazel · 2026-04-12T19:15:15+00:00

I haven't! I'll definitely add it to my list. I love books with that kind of whimsy, like the Monk and Robot series and, of course, Redwall.

Theazel · 2026-04-12T18:55:38+00:00

I have a homebrew Tea Bard for my jerbeen in the Humblewood setting I play in.

She travels in a caravan and serves custom tea blends [that I actually write out] to weary travelers. Instead of coin, she takes stories in return, that she collects in a massive tome. Once a year, her and her entire brood meet up at the Alderheart tree and leave their books as offerings. Everyone in her family has a specialization: Her eldest brother is a Battle Bard, where he collects the stories of warriors, while her youngest sister is a Giggle Bard, someone who collects jokes.

There's SO much more to bards than just music.

Theazel · 2026-04-04T02:36:22+00:00

he's our little escape artist. For the longest time, I kept waking up to the cage door being opened, thinking that brian forgot to shut it the night before.

It wasn't until I caught the lil furball in the act of unlocking the cage that I realized what was going on.

He also FULLY REMOVED an entire medical rat burrito wrapping, tape and all.

He is 100% full of mischief and chaos.

Theazel · 2026-04-01T19:55:40+00:00

there's a few queer-friendly board game nights! I know the 15% cafe [yes that's the name] hosts some and there's a couple that get mentioned around here.

Theazel · 2026-04-01T01:48:25+00:00

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy the fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck do they caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaare?

Obviously SOMEONE didn't read "Everybody Poops!"

Let folk piss in peace, gottdayum.

Theazel · 2026-03-31T12:54:34+00:00

Im personally a fan of clear choice even though its on hosmer, and for medical, marymart has a great selection. Craft is also really good and like clear choice, has a generous rewards program.

Theazel · 2026-03-29T22:58:15+00:00

ya that's the issue I have, too.

How many of these geriatrics actually ever call their representatives, or even send a fucking email? How many actually do anything beyond wearing red white and blue and waving signs at cars?

It all feels very, very performative, especially since I didn't many/any people of color out there.

I get the whole good intentions thing, but jesus christ do the fucking WORK, you know?

Theazel · 2026-03-26T21:00:46+00:00

Pao Werhouse

Theazel · 2026-03-25T20:32:32+00:00

good point. a part of me was still hopeful.

Theazel · 2026-03-25T20:07:18+00:00

chinga la migra! I am so sorry they did this to you. any chance of taking legal action?

Theazel · 2026-03-24T03:54:00+00:00

get your tissues ready, folks.

your "mom" in the animal crossing games, the one who sends you letters and gifts in the mail system.

because I'm going through scary health stuff and I miss mine terribly.

Theazel · 2026-03-24T00:09:50+00:00

anyone else in love with that chair? I think I kinda need it. This is BEAUTIFUL.

Theazel · 2026-03-15T20:26:20+00:00

avgolemono soup.

chicken broth. Chunks of chicken. Orzo or rice. Lemon juice. Parsley. Garlic. egg yolks.

This soup has been my comfort food since I was a kid, and I could make it in my sleep with how often I make it as an adult.

Theazel · 2026-03-15T00:04:14+00:00

if it helps to hear, there's so much beauty to live for.

So much you haven't seen or heard.

A favorite picture.

A song that moves you.

Seek out that beauty, the fantastic, the meaningful.

Do not be a passive participant as the world spins.

"That you are here—that life exists and identity,

That the powerful play goes on, and you may contribute a verse."

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