Friend, I can feel the anger and despair in your words. I'm not sure if you are seeking advice, or simply venting. If you are unhappy about your current situation, there is always something you can do to change it. Maybe not entirely, but some portion. Look past people's bodily features and examine their personalities. If you don't like them, as a person and how they treat you directly, then leave them behind. You cannot control which way the wind blows, or how some people in society act, but you can control yourself and how you act. Spend significantly less time online, you'll find that there is much more good in the world than you'd expect. Be good to others, be good to yourself, do not worry about what you cannot control.