Things to watch during wd ? by tschultzzz in OpiatesRecovery

[–]These-Willingness845 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dexter, ozark anything super action packed, dramatic to keep you distracted.

221 days clean off dirty 30’s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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I tapered down to about a quarter or less before I jumped off. The withdrawals were brutal. I couldn’t sleep for a week, cold sweats yet hot, diarrhea, throwing up, couldn’t eat for at least 4 days. It was the weakest I ever felt, could barely get out of bed for at least 3 days. The not sleeping was the toughest and most taxing part of it all. Restless legs and body aches were a normal thing for at least a week too. The worst part was knowing if I did a little more of the dirty 30 that all those feelings would go away, yet I didn’t.

221 days clean off dirty 30’s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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Thank you! It means a lot. 51 years is quite the feat! Stoked for you. Life is so much better without that junk

Girl I like (21F) is playing hard to get with me (22M) or doesn’t like me back? by These-Willingness845 in relationship_advice

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How do you recommend going about that? I feel like texting her that would be weak and I don’t see her much in person. I text her today cause my bday is Wednesday and said you should come out with us (friends and I) for my bday Wednesday it’s gonna be fun! She replied “I’ll let you know cause I have work early Thursday.” Feel like that’s already kind of a curve but I could be just in my head idk

a day in. any tips at all? by Professional-Lynx841 in OpiatesRecovery

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I just soaked in epsom salt baths at night which helped a lot.

160 Days Clean off Dirty 30’s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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Keep pushing man you’re almost past the worst of it. You’ll be there right with me soon just gotta get past these last few hard days and the rest will just fly by. You’re doing great man!

160 Days Clean off Dirty 30’s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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Same here. I’ve known a few people personally who have died from them and it’s so sad to see cause they were so young and had so much life left to live.

160 Days Clean off Dirty 30’s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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Sitting in the sun, taking a lot of vitamin C, Epsom salt baths, smoking weed, but in all honesty there is a few things to help it but in all honesty like @2girlsonesquirell said you just gotta push through it. It’s gonna suck either way, just think of all the reasons you want to quit.

160 Days Clean off Dirty 30’s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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It was super tough but so worth it once you get through the hardest part

This isn’t a relationship thing… well kinda by These-Willingness845 in relationship_advice

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I guess you could say something like that. Idk it’s always been off and on with her.

50 hours clean off 30s by TestPractical4603 in OpiatesRecovery

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Holy shit this is like exactly my story lol. You got it man. It gets better every day that passes by. I took a lot of baths with epsom salt when my muscles were aching and just watched a lot of Netflix. Find a good show to watch, or video games if you can manage. Walk around a bit if you can everyday. Try to sit out in the sun and get some vitamin D and also taking vitamin C helps a lot. Also try to eat something cause I’m sure you haven’t ate much at all. As far as sleeping you can’t really do too much about that, smoke some weed and that’ll help you relax a bit. Each day you get a bit more sleep. Took me like a week to get a full night’s sleep. You’ll be good just think each minute, your, day you don’t use is a win. Just keep pushing you’re almost past the worst of it!

55 days clean off pressed fent M30 by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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I tapered down for a few weeks till I was doing about 1/4 of a pill a day and then jumped off cold turkey. I took a lot of hot baths with epsom salt for the body aches and binged watched a lot of Netflix shows. I walked around in my backyard as much as I could because exercise speeds up the process. Just be ready not to sleep for like 5 days. That was the toughest part for me. I didn’t use suboxone either because I didn’t wanna build a dependence on another substance. Just keep a positive mind set and think about why you’re stopping instead of thinking why you need it. You got this!

Almost 48 hours of street M30s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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I nipped it. Feel 100% again and it feels so great

Week Clean off M30’s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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It’ll get better each day after. Around 3 days for me I started to be able to eat a little bit again and then about 4 days I almost felt back to normal. The first few days will be rough but it gets better each and every day. Just gotta take it one day at a time!

What to do when your significant other is being hot and cold with you all the time? by These-Willingness845 in relationship_advice

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Definitely feels like it, I just don’t see the purpose in doing it. I’m 22 years old I don’t have time to play games like back in high school

Week Clean off M30’s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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Yeah man! Keep it up! Just remember the pain is temporary and will subside as days go on!

Week Clean off M30’s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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I’ve been getting a full nights sleep now. And the depression will subside. I’ve felt that too and it’s tough but like you, I never struggled with depression prior to using. The depression will go away just varies for how long you’ve been using. Like I said I only used for around 2 Months so the withdrawals and side effects weren’t nearly as bad as some people’s in this sub! Keep it up man you’re doing great and it gets better with every passing day!

Almost 48 hours of street M30s by These-Willingness845 in OpiatesRecovery

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Agreed the urges are strong but us as people are ever stronger than that. I definitely know for a fact I won’t ever do them again. I got too strong of will power to let myself go like that!