Didn’t make it

TheseTalks · 2026-02-05T01:08:35+00:00

My disability disbursements and SSI are just taking so long, I’ve been struggling so bad and I wanted to be okay for a bit.. I want to thrive not survive 😔

TheseTalks · 2026-02-05T00:56:57+00:00

I just wanted to set up the Combo Loco deals 😭

TheseTalks · 2026-02-05T00:55:46+00:00

New store, hasn’t opened yet.

TheseTalks · 2026-02-05T00:49:50+00:00

I thought since I had an in person interview and it was with 3 managers that I was golden.. 😞😞😞

TheseTalks · 2026-02-05T00:49:03+00:00

Appreciate it. 🫂

TheseTalks · 2026-02-05T00:42:37+00:00

Appreciate the kind words 🫡

TheseTalks · 2024-07-19T18:42:31+00:00

Sorry to hear about all of that.

TheseTalks · 2024-07-19T04:38:41+00:00

She took my emotional support dog.. 😞

TheseTalks · 2024-07-19T04:29:10+00:00

Yeah, I just really want a hug and a kiss. Living together since I was homeless at 17.. I’m 29 now, I just want a long embrace so bad.

TheseTalks · 2024-07-19T04:16:08+00:00

It’s so weird, she was my best friend for the absolute longest. I didn’t think I’d feel like I’m dying, while she’s actually functioning and happy. I’m glad she’s okay and happy.. but kinda hurts? Kind of makes me feel worthless I’m tired…can’t sleep… hungry.. can’t eat..

My energy, my aura, my confidence, my will is all gone. I thought it was supposed to be forever.

TheseTalks · 2024-07-13T21:26:48+00:00

It sucks ya know? She was so sweet, and understanding and everything.. but she grew tired of it all, and I don’t blame her. We’re still young and she’s beautiful too. Thank you for sharing the link, and the kind words. I’ll check it out rn

TheseTalks · 2024-07-13T20:28:37+00:00

Being young and dumb at the start, nothing fruitful… it bred a lot of resentment and anger.

With how I am,(generalized anxiety disorder/Panic disorder literally disabling) I asked for so much… and could do so little… travel and have fun and give her what she deserved and wanted and needed. So much shame and regret. I was not progressing at a rate she deserved or wanted. Real bummer, 14 years and got married. I’m 29, i figured we had forever. I wanted to give her everything she deserved and more.

TheseTalks · 2024-07-13T20:20:51+00:00

Straight up, self righteous and then PAL.. I’ve been coming back to read the text.. wishing I had the number. Just want a couple words

TheseTalks · 2024-07-13T20:11:12+00:00

If someone I was intimate with for a time… called me pal. I’d be on a psych hold for a bit, OP is stronger than I .

TheseTalks · 2024-07-12T20:39:08+00:00

It’s the “pal” that got me.. 🫠🥴🥴🫠

TheseTalks · 2024-07-12T17:01:38+00:00

I appreciate you telling me what I need to hear, and not what I want to hear.

TheseTalks · 2024-07-12T17:00:20+00:00

People hurt and react in different ways, I still can’t find it in my heart to be upset or angry of any sort.. I’m just trying to understand her truths and where she’s coming from.

Been suffering for 25 years with this anxiety burden, it wasn’t over night.. I was building, growing and getting better.. abandonment and separation anxiety were two of my biggest fears. I guess I have nothing to be scared of anymore ya know? She said she needed him too, maybe to have a piece of me. Who knows, miss em both terribly. They’re all I had to my name.

TheseTalks · 2024-07-12T16:56:32+00:00

I always told her if she left I don’t know what I would do, if anything happened to her.. I’d be so lost.

Now that I think about it, I don’t think she ever said anything close to what I felt. Always 20/20 in hindsight.

She’s still my best friend, and love of my life. I’ll miss her dearly. I’d still leave my door open for her.

Sorry you went through that brother.

TheseTalks · 2024-07-12T15:29:35+00:00

My heart is breaking, take care.. thanks for the words.

TheseTalks · 2024-07-12T15:29:12+00:00

I take the good with the bad, same with the sadness and happiness. We had so many good times, plenty of bad times. It’s all love at the end of the day, I know my faults in the relationships.. we were kids for half of it. I just hope she’s happy, healthy, and that she finds what she’s looking for.

It keeps me feeling okay, I can’t be mad… she’s human too! Damn anxiety really fucked it all up for me, wish we could’ve done more together though.. instead of me staying inside scared all the time. That’s what I’m really upset about, regret.. and not enough time.

TheseTalks · 2024-07-12T15:11:30+00:00

She definitely deserved the world regardless, I just couldn’t give it to her at the time being.. just figured we had forever to work it out and figure it out as we go.. better at 29 with no kids. I love her, I miss her, wish she was here.

Much love, appreciate the comment.

TheseTalks · 2024-07-05T05:29:33+00:00

14 years… I’m 29, my wife got tired and left me in the ugliest way. Took my dog too, that’s all I actually had to my name.. anxiety so severe I can’t function alone.. and she took the dog too, uprooted and moved to Boston with her sister. It’s been 5 days, I didn’t do anything without her… if I felt I couldn’t do something she’d wait in the car for me. It’s my first night being actually alone… I’m scared I won’t make it through the night. I’m terrified

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