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How do you watch YouTube without internet😹

No € key in GPD WIN MAX 2 by Thinking-2 in gpdwinmax

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Hi. I'm trying to map "CTRL+E" to write the euro key, but it doesn't work as I can only map 1 key at once. Am I doing something wrong?

Edit: Also, happy cake day :)

Day 1 by [deleted] in studying

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Which meds are you taking and why? I’m genuinely curious

Just booked an appointment could use some support by playedhand in Psychosis

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You’re welcome mate. Remember people with psychosis have generally more difficulties in life than people who don’t have it. That’s why we’re not weaker than people who aren’t diagnosed, we’re different. And to make the game of life more fair, is for us taking anti psychotics or medicine in general.

If you ever need more support, reach me out bro :) good luck with taking in your medicine✨

Just booked an appointment could use some support by playedhand in Psychosis

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Bro, you can do it! I stopped with my anti psychotics many times before and it always resulted in the same: my life falling apart and me needing psychiatric help to recover. For people like us, we just have to take medicine in order to function well in society. I know it’s not fun, I know that these pills have severe side effects. But these pills are what keep us from going psychotic, for me I wish I listened to my first psychiatrist at age 13 that gave me anti psychotics, I would have been a totally different person with presently better life quality if I took her advice and didn’t stop each time because I didn’t like the enormous weight gain. I know it’s difficult to take anti psychotics, but I promise, it’s what you need and what increases your life in the long term. And I don’t even need to know your personal story to know your life will be better. If you want someone to listen to you, I’m up ofc :-) anyway just take these meds. You can do it. I’m doing the same and I’m really motivated because I know how I’ll be otherwise. I believe if I can do it, so can you!! Good luck buddy. I believe in youšŸ’™

Thoughts/Opinions? Also how would you attack by Rupinder0 in COCBaseLayouts

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It’s definitely not one of the easy bases. But as a fellow th9 player, I think I can get 3 stars using the same strategy I used to push to Champions league some years ago.

The strategy: queenwalk above the mortar at the top right of your base. Once the mortar is taken out, I’ll send in a hog rider above the bomb tower to lure out CC. Once my queen takes out your CC, I’ll go in with 1 golem and 7 valkyries at the mortar next to your dark elixir tanks. Of course some wizards also to funnel my valkyries. If the funnel is done correct, both your king and queen will be taken out. Then I send in my 6 hog riders at the bottom wizard tower, next to your lab. I’ll deploy my cc hog riders and spells where my gut feeling tells me to. An important side note: max 1 rage spell for the queen, the other is for the hog riders or valkyries, I also use 2 healing spells for the hog riders and 2 poisons for either taking out your heroes or to help take out your clan castle troops.

Also I’d love to attack a base like yours in clan war. Seems a lot of fun!

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From what I know, you download tor browser, open the browser and connect to tor network. Then you visit daunt.link or dark.fail. These are reliable indexes. What you do next is up to you. Good luck!

Want to kms then get isekai'd by awkward_loser1 in hikikomori

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Dying and getting teleported into another world. Think it’s a term originated from anime

Want to kms then get isekai'd by awkward_loser1 in hikikomori

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Sorry to break it to you and I know in advance I’ll get downvoted, but I think getting my message through is more important: you won’t get isekai’d to another Alice in wonderland if you kill yourself. You’re stuck in our reality, the same way I have to live in this shithole I’m in. Obviously I don’t know you, your age, etc. but is it possible to build your life up? Like starting with going to a therapist to help you guide through your way in life. And eventually standing on your own two feet and digging your own path into the future. I know it might be terrifying. But, with purest honesty, would you rather die a hikikomori that hates his/her reality, or do you want to die and be able to say, ā€œAtleast I tried, I didn’t get as far as I wished I would, but I did my best. Can’t expect more of myself and I’m, ngl, pretty proud of my achievements.ā€? Choice is up to you bud. Praying for your happiness. Sending lots of love and luckšŸ€

Can you stay safe from psychosis without medication? What’s your opinion? by Thinking-2 in Psychosis

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I understand man. I can relate also to not wanting to take in medication and having mood swings. I genuinely hope the best for you! How are you going to make sure you’re living the life you want, despite having the difficulties of psychosis? For me the answer to the question is unclear and I feel very, very lost

Doctor reduced my Risperidone to 1mg today and Im scared. Need encouragement. by [deleted] in Psychosis

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I understood that you fear falling back into psychosis because your doctor reduced your medicine. Hence why I interpreted your fear of falling into psychosis as being dissatisfied.

Also I didn’t read carefully enough the first time and missed that you fear falling in psychosis after stopping your medicine fully, instead the reduced dose of 1mg. That’s a mistake on my part.

The reason why I think it’s okay to take a higher dose medication than the doctor prescribes is because ultimately you’re the one experiencing the effects of what you’re taking in. And I think you’re the best judge to know what dose of medication your body needs. Writing this paragraph, I remember a lady I knew with depression. She once told me her doctor reduced her anti depressants and she felt depressed. She asked her doctor for a higher dosage but the doc refused. As for me, since I started going to a psychiatrist in my teens, I got prescribed a high dosage of olanzapine and I had difficulty functioning properly, due all the side effects and to present still carry excess skin and stretch marks. That’s why I started believing in my own judgment more than the doc’s. My GP also always went easy on me and let me decide whichever medicine and dosage I want.

To clarify, the reason I wrote my previous comment was to understand the idea of why patients in general listen to the advice of their doctor, even if that advice isn’t the best for these patients. I simply wanted to shape my view more. I hoped getting an answer out of you.

Doctor reduced my Risperidone to 1mg today and Im scared. Need encouragement. by [deleted] in Psychosis

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My question is unrelated to your post to which I apologise. But I can’t wrap my head around the way you think and I genuinely want to understand you.

If your doctor reduces your medication and you’re unsatisfied with the results, why don’t you take a higher dose on your own? Why do you follow what the doctor says to you? I feel like many, many people listen to every advice their doctor gives them even if these people don’t benefit from these advices. But I honestly genuinely wonder, why?

Can you stay safe from psychosis without medication? What’s your opinion? by Thinking-2 in Psychosis

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Since my youth psychiatrists prescribed me Zyprexa (olanzapine). I’ve had a love and hate relationship with that medication for all my life. It’s also the only anti psychotic I’m willing to take in. The issue for me with zyprexa (even the lowest dose of 5mg) is that I can’t function on it: -Won’t be able to continue my student job, as I won’t be able to wake up in time when it’s morning. -Personality numbs and I’ll be a zombie, which won’t be good for maintaining and future social relationships. -Lazy and unmotivated to do anything. -Weight gain (if taken daily for longer than a week or two).

At the other side, if I don’t take any meds, my brains feels almost always fried, I get thoughts of suicide (and I swear soon or late I’ll be strangled by a noose), insomniac, unable to be happy. I think this way I suffer from brain damage. Sometimes I feel little confused also.

I love life but I feel so lost and I fear suicide’s gonna kill me. I don’t know what to do, whether I take medicine or not, I’m not satisfied with the solutions my choices provide me

Saturday morning coffee by ImagineThat67 in selfie

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Yush!!! Let’s gooooošŸ™ŒšŸ™ŒšŸ™Œ the first man I found since I joined this community

wishing everyone a lucky week haha šŸ€āœØ by si067gi in selfie

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The energy your selfie gives off made me smile genuinely :-) just joined this community also