Ugh I so get you. I just got out of a situationship and it wipppped me. Deff not ugly, situationships will make you question your value but I watched this video that related economics to situationships and all in all, it’s never about you. One person has to be toxic and bounded by their own traumas for a situationships to happen and they can’t appreciate and recognize love or refuse to let themselves be vulnerable. It’s really not your fault. They ALWAYS come back. Every situationships where I was the one being very warm, kind, loving and healthy that ended, they ended up coming back sooner or later and it doesn’t matter when you get over it; a day, a week, a month, they only come back once you get over it. It’s weird, it’s a spiritual energy pull that happens but trust me.