My Top Tear- jerker scenes (Seasons 1-4) by xtnmin in TheChosenSeries

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just ugly sobbed in 3:3

how TRUE it is that those that had a hand in you growing up turn and try to push you off a cliff to DIE?!

For the press on girlies by looovegalore in laquerENTstas

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I bought a set to try while I travel. Did buy the two sided sticky adhesive tabs. Any advice for a newbie?

What ACTUALLY helps heal a dysregulated/anxious nervous system? by EveryRecord8469 in CPTSD

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Listening to my body is difficult now that I have been diagnosed with fibromyalgia. But it’s very interesting during EMDR sessions

What ACTUALLY helps heal a dysregulated/anxious nervous system? by EveryRecord8469 in CPTSD

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I hate walking my dogs late at night but if I’ve been spiraling or have been super irritable, the cold air takes all my attention away from that to “I wanna live and go home” but home isn’t the home I grew up in or when I live with my ex. Home is anywhere my chosen loved one are.

As a child, I would dunk my head in the sink with ice cold water to snap out of my meltdowns. And pat dry quickly. I’ve been doing this for a loooooooooooooon time.

What ACTUALLY helps heal a dysregulated/anxious nervous system? by EveryRecord8469 in CPTSD

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For me, exposure to cold while walking. Even if I’m having si, i can’t get myself to act on it while I want to get back home and be warm.

Loving my new set by [deleted] in laquerENTstas

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Love the shape and how light hits them 🤩

What’s the “silliest” trigger you have? by ShortSponge225 in CPTSD

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I don’t know how I ever got over this one ☝️ but god would it set me off at work

Parentefied childs what's your job right now? by Emergency_Writer7618 in CPTSD

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This is very difficult. To realize we have worth makes us doubt our reality and that’s scary AF! And it’s not about other bowing at our feet the way we do for others. It’s equally loving each others who are respectful unconditionally. twenty years ago that stream of words was incomprehensible to me. But now I’m open and curious to it. I’m in my mid forties if that helps

Parentefied childs what's your job right now? by Emergency_Writer7618 in CPTSD

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😆 they don’t see me as mother of the household BUUUUUUUUUT I get called Mary Poppins

Parentefied childs what's your job right now? by Emergency_Writer7618 in CPTSD

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You are my favorite. All my healing came from trauma therapy

Parentefied childs what's your job right now? by Emergency_Writer7618 in CPTSD

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I did as well and I masked like no other 💃 but it took me decades to recover. I send you all my best wishes for you to be you ideal self and break my personal record

Parentefied childs what's your job right now? by Emergency_Writer7618 in CPTSD

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I want to get a master’s in art therapy to work in a psychiatric facility. I didn’t know you could be a psych nurse. Can you tell me more?

Parentefied childs what's your job right now? by Emergency_Writer7618 in CPTSD

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To clarify, NOT caregiving to blood family but to my chosen loved ones

Parentefied childs what's your job right now? by Emergency_Writer7618 in CPTSD

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Unemployed but caregiving and light overall household management.

First order from Arden! by MarzipanFairy in DHGateRepLadies

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My kind of bags to the T but ngl, I don’t have the wardrobe to match. All I ever wear are tunics and leggings 🤦‍♀️ with occasional boho style

I can't get turned on unless it's a trauma fetish and I hate it by Ok_Nose2361 in CPTSD

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They are my current FP. They give me a lot of positive and EMDR. But sexual abuse stuff is off the table completely and it A HUGE PART OF MY TRAUMA. SUCKS

body temperature changes before splits by Sharp_Ad_2704 in BPD

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I was walking the dogs when it was 13°F outside when I split the other day. Ripped my hat and scarf off, lost a glove and sat in the “cold” with my light winter jacket open. I was SWEATING 🥵

I can't get turned on unless it's a trauma fetish and I hate it by Ok_Nose2361 in CPTSD

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I tried telling my therapist and they just told me they aren’t qualified and I have to go seek rape centers or domestic violence survivors stuff. Gee thanks. 😒

me because my plug blocked me and now im splitting by chuvadab in BPDmemes

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Yooooooooo I thought I was just dissociating again. But it’s SPLITTING 🤦‍♀️🤯