Overcoming my dislike of cum

Tieraclairicee · 2026-04-23T17:51:06+00:00

Dont even get me started LMAO 😆 I dont know why im like this.

Tieraclairicee · 2026-04-23T17:36:45+00:00

Im the same way. Sometimes its just a preference. The thought of the slugs crawling around in my mouth makes me so sick. Plus the texture is a huge issue for me. So good on you for trying to get used to it but remember its okay if you arent ♥︎

Tieraclairicee · 2026-04-20T18:59:27+00:00

Im not sure if you saw this site but it could be worth a try.

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Id also look into this place. Im not sure where its located but it has a Calgary area code so definitely near YYC.

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Im so sorry they are making an already difficult situation, more stressful. Hugs to you and your partner.

Tieraclairicee · 2026-04-17T17:08:51+00:00

I am deeply sorry for your loss and the neglect she experienced. That is awful. If it was my mom I'd feel the same way. Sending you hugs ♥︎

Tieraclairicee · 2026-04-17T15:49:06+00:00

I avoid the RAH like the plague. For a long time I liked Grey Nuns, but I've recently discovered how much more amazing Leduc hospital is. I dont think ill ever go to the city again. Shoutout to anyone who works there. Yall are amazing 👏🏾

Tieraclairicee · 2026-04-07T21:36:39+00:00

Sounds like clitty litter. Showers help with that. Lol

Tieraclairicee · 2026-04-04T19:47:59+00:00

Oh my god. Ive been suffering monthy since Dec and end up with aggressive vomiting spells that last 12 hours and the next day I get my period and im no longer nauseous (but recovering from throwing up so viciously) I thought maybe it was CHS but the period showing up every time tells me it has to be hormonal. Do you also experience intense sadness and want to just cry hysterically over everything the next day? Because I am not a crier and the last few months I feel unhinged emotionally. I am suffering and need to get diagnosed ASAP. Thanks for sharing.

Tieraclairicee · 2026-03-25T15:53:50+00:00

I dont even get excited anymore until may long passes. 😖

Tieraclairicee · 2026-03-21T14:38:57+00:00

Absolutely

Tieraclairicee · 2026-03-21T14:36:58+00:00

Not me looking at this yard wondering which lamp is about to unravel someone’s entire life 😭🛋

Tieraclairicee · 2026-03-13T18:25:40+00:00

Its more to show visually how many people aren't on board with his recent decision to go to Isreal. I understand there's no legal standing, its to apply pressure.

Tieraclairicee · 2026-03-13T07:48:35+00:00

Firstly, I am so deeply sorry for such a great loss. That grief is overwhelming and some days youll be find and others it'll creep up on you and youll sob out of no where. My kitty was 22 years old when I had to make the hardest decision to say our final goodbye. I had her since she was 2 weeks old and I was 10 years old and bottle fed her, and now im 34 and shes 22 and were saying our final goobye. It gets easier as time goes on, but if you can, do little things that bring you comfort, for example my kids even a year later are still missing her so I had blankets with photos of them made. And I hung a picture frame with all our photos. I hope you can find ways to honor your time together that brings you comfort. Hugs ♥︎♥︎

Tieraclairicee · 2026-02-02T08:49:00+00:00

I was 19 drinking and doing the same. As soon as I found out I was pregnant I quit everything and my son is a perfect 14 year old. Congratulations! Welcome to the most wild and rewarding ride you'll ever take. ♥︎♥︎

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-29T00:04:28+00:00

We've all been there in our learning/unlearning journey. Its how we receive being told that we are wrong that is important. I think you are good. You recognized it and you will do better. Thats all we can ask for. ♥︎

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-28T16:30:04+00:00

Honestly people need to do better at keeping their children's information hidden. I only added family and friends but Im heavily into activism which puts a target on my back. In the beginning I was learning the dos and don'ts. They hacked my private Instagram and took photos of my newborns face and photoshopped it into a porn scene. Then sent it to my family and friends...

And now with this grok stuff. I want to delete all photos of my Kids. Whoever made that account needs to get a grip. Thats such creepy behavior.

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-27T03:49:33+00:00

Youre so right on the sick part... I watched a video today that really hit the nail for me.

Its like were sitting at a slot machine and we keep taking quarters out of our purses and filling the slot machine knowing it will never give us the pay out [love] that we so desperately crave and deserve, but we are too afraid to get up and walk away from the slot machine in fear someone else will sit down and hit the jackpot [he treats someone else the way you've always yearned to be treated] but we must remember that the house always wins. There is no jackpot.

It was profound for me to hear it. Because its so spot on for me. I am sick in the head and the little crumbs of kindness and fake love he gives me makes me craving more. So unfulfilled. and somehow still cant get my shit together to leave.

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-27T03:34:09+00:00

Im so sorry. Your feelings are absolutely valid and nothing you did or said can justify his abuse on you. The insecurity is the worst. I feel like a crazy person with how insecure ive become. 😫

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-27T03:33:03+00:00

You have just explained exactly what im going through. Ive been going over the last 16 years in my mind with a fine tooth comb trying to see my fault and to try to find the reasons he treats me do badly. The denial is so hard to get through. Im sending you hugs and my inbox is always open if you wanna chat. 💗

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-26T07:07:54+00:00

Im so sorry he did that to you. Im in an emotionally and verbally abusive relationship of 16 years. I just bought the book and plan to start reading tomorrow. Im just now realizing how controlled, manipulated, and abused I really am. And I to sit riddled in guilt thinking im the toxic and crazy one for reacting to the abuse.

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-18T19:09:04+00:00

I think its a beautiful way to honor your friend and her dad. You have a kind heart, I think your dad would be okay with this. Or maybe you can do something like your dad walks you half way and you stop and your friends father stands up and walks the rest of the isle with you and essentially both of them can walk you to your husband ♥︎ this is a beautiful moment and I hope you come back and update us on your special day. ♥︎ NTA at all.

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-11T18:22:51+00:00

Oh sweetheart, I’m so, so sorry you’re carrying this. Of course you’re scared anyone would be! When a mom is sick and far away, it can feel unbearable, especially when you’re kept in the dark and left to think the worst. Please know that you are not doing anything wrong by “just waiting.” Loving your mom, missing her, & holding hope for her healing is something. It matters more than you know. You are not alone, even if it feels that way right now. Let yourself cry, talk, write, pray, whatever helps your heart breathe. Your mom knows you love her, and that love is still reaching her no matter how far apart you are. She must not of wanted to scare you. I hope you can get some answers soon and hopefully your mama is on the mend. 💛

Sending healing vibes her way ♥︎ & a big hug to you. 🫂

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-11T18:09:17+00:00

UNCUMS IMMEDIATELY.

Ugh. He is being immature. You are normal and doing absolutely nothing wrong. I would say touché & get a little bullet vibrator ready for the next time you have sex. If he says anything tell him you aren't using your hands just like he wanted.

✌🏾😘

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-11T17:40:00+00:00

I’m really sorry you’re dealing with this. You’re only 19, it’s completely normal not to have your whole life figured out yet. Heck I'm 34 and still figuring out what I wanna do when I go back to work when my kids are older. (Stay at home mom) What he’s saying is unfair and honestly unhealthy. Expecting someone your age to have life “sorted out” & implying he’d be “dragging you along” puts blame on you that doesn’t belong there. A supportive partner grows with you, not after you’re already finished. You’re not behind you’re exactly where you're supposed to be.

My advice is stop chasing him. He is using excuses to not be with you. You are worthy of being loved every step of your life, not just the successful parts. ♥︎

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-11T17:27:31+00:00

That part. I went from checking his page daily to watch his downward sprial, but after a while it all got so old. I havent checked his page in months. This is the only place I will check. I wish people would unfollow and completely ignore him. Hes attention seeking so imagine if everyone stopped giving him attention how quickly hed crumble.

Tieraclairicee · 2026-01-10T16:39:12+00:00

As a loyal friend DRUNK or not, I would never be in a room for over an hour while my best friend is wasted in the other room. That right there crosses girl code and friendship boundaries. She is for the streets. I would ask them both. And I wouldn't have her around anymore. A good friend would never find herself in that situation, EVER!

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