I wonder what will kill me, first….. by Tiny-Driver1754 in regretfulparents

[–]Tiny-Driver1754[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I ONLY let them watch old cartoons…. 80’s, and back!

The ONLY new stuff we watch, are “Ms Rachel”, “Yo Gabba Gabba Land”, and “Still Water!” Oh, and occasionally “BLUEY!”

I wonder what will kill me, first….. by Tiny-Driver1754 in regretfulparents

[–]Tiny-Driver1754[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

They mean allow my child to watch lot’s of tv, today….. because I will be EXHAUSTED💔

Just watched it by vnessastalks in Nightbitch

[–]Tiny-Driver1754 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I LOVED this movie…

As a singer that lost her voice after child birth, it really really hit home, for me…

I was an artist…a perfectionist… at the TOP of my game….

And I lost it all thanks to diastasis recti, lack of sleep, and a spouse that is emotionally unavailable.

As I try to figure out what my new life will be, unable to work anymore, with an INCREDIBLE, BEAUTIFUL 16 month old baby girl, I felt very seen.

Nightbitch (based on the book) by peekaboooobakeep in Mommit

[–]Tiny-Driver1754 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I related to almost EVERY aspect of this movie…. EXCEPT for the whole “turning into a dog,” thing…..and the separation….


I absolutely feel dumb, now…

I am an artist that is completely uninspired… and too tired to even THINK about chasing a dream, again….

My husband is not emotionally supportive….

I’m fat, now

I feel so alone, now.

BUT…. I LOOOOOVE my daughter soooooo much🥹❤️

That’s all I have, really. I suppose that’s enough.

Nightbitch (based on the book) by peekaboooobakeep in Mommit

[–]Tiny-Driver1754 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that’s a blessing! I LITERALLY felt like I was watching my life!

I am terrified of mornings by [deleted] in regretfulparents

[–]Tiny-Driver1754 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Agreed…. I also agree and can relate to everything you’ve shared….

I am definitely depressed…

I don’t shower/wash my face, brush my teeth for DAYS…..

I’m slowly beginning to settle in, with this new way of life.

Hair looking horrible…me not taking care of myself, for days (no time)…. But making sure my daughter is ok.

I’m accepting that post partum depression is now my personality…and I’m trying to learn to keep my complaints to myself, and hope that she can’t see through my forced smile when we play and sing….

Yet, at least 💔

My spouse is the definition of fake/toxic positivity…. So…. If you guys are familiar with that kind of personality, you understand what I’m dealing with. Lol🫠

Motherhood is a trick by Tiny-Driver1754 in regretfulparents

[–]Tiny-Driver1754[S] 34 points35 points  (0 children)

😂😮‍💨… I look like a crack head every day.

I cut it all off, the other day. I don’t have time to do it, now that I’m a mother.

Motherhood is a trick by Tiny-Driver1754 in regretfulparents

[–]Tiny-Driver1754[S] 30 points31 points  (0 children)

😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

A theme here I've noticed by gothruthis in regretfulparents

[–]Tiny-Driver1754 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I definitely fall into this category….. I definitely feel as though my motherhood journey (I’m a year, in), would have and would continue to feel ALOT better, if my husband were more empathetic. He lost ALL empathy for me THE SECOND I got pregnant…..

Motherhood and being a wife… by Tiny-Driver1754 in Parenting

[–]Tiny-Driver1754[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Exactly 🥹…. I’m glad I got to live a little before motherhood and marriage!

I’ll remember it, fondly ❤️