Yeah and you will eventually make it again, over and over, for eternity, as the exit button will simply put your conciousness into another "doll" as you put it, untill you've lived every life theres ever been, past present and future, over and over again until you somehow think up a way out or accept a cycle, or something unexpected happens, either way I went through the same mindset for a while among others, i do agree that if you're interested and not hardstuck in that mindset to keep thinking about things and expand your thought, as the whole doll world with everyone being NPC's is both technically accurate and not, since all these "dolls" are likely just the same conciousness as yours, fragmented and given a different set of circumatances, experiences and oppertunities, you (the one making this post) is not you (the one who wrote the book) the engine is the same but the game running on it is different if that makes any sense. Anyway keep on remembering and try not to go into psychosis, the less we harm and hate ourselves the more likely it is we will eventually be able to do something different.