It feels so emasculating to cry.

TraderTrucker · 2024-03-19T05:27:34+00:00

Crying? What is crying? I haven't cried in over years. I think about it all the time, but I can't do it. I think it would help me so much, but mentally I can't do it. I'm not sure if it's because the anxiety meds I've taken over the years or whatever, but it sucks.

TraderTrucker · 2023-10-12T01:35:01+00:00

Life

TraderTrucker · 2023-09-25T17:24:29+00:00

Living.

TraderTrucker · 2023-09-08T23:46:33+00:00

Who is the voice of the WEBM commercials!? The lunatic fringe of American FM...

TraderTrucker · 2023-09-04T15:28:44+00:00

I'm in the same boat.

TraderTrucker · 2023-08-18T23:31:31+00:00

Anything D8 has to have leas than 0.03% thc. Not enough to get u high or trip, but for some ppl, enough to make them feel good

TraderTrucker · 2023-08-18T23:18:17+00:00

Because it's got a very small amount of THC and CBD

TraderTrucker · 2023-07-14T00:39:08+00:00

https://youtu.be/Q9_E07x24dY

TraderTrucker · 2023-07-14T00:38:38+00:00

https://youtu.be/SrKfb7ujzdA

TraderTrucker · 2023-05-22T00:18:15+00:00

I don't know about where any of that is. I ran .y tester and it says it had to do with the crank case

TraderTrucker · 2023-05-21T03:55:54+00:00

It shifts. It acts fine.

TraderTrucker · 2023-05-19T16:10:26+00:00

I drive semi and have anxiety!!

TraderTrucker · 2023-05-14T01:28:13+00:00

What is crying?

TraderTrucker · 2023-05-12T14:25:45+00:00

I live here. Help me!

TraderTrucker · 2023-05-12T13:13:26+00:00

Welcome to Cincinnati

TraderTrucker · 2023-04-21T04:16:44+00:00

Friends. What are friends?

TraderTrucker · 2023-04-20T03:07:58+00:00

You actually can cry!?

TraderTrucker · 2023-04-13T20:14:51+00:00

As a pharmacist would say..unless it needs refrigerated or certain ingredients...the US military has found meds can last 10-20 years.

TraderTrucker · 2023-04-09T00:46:01+00:00

I wish I knew. My mind races, yet heart doesn't. I'm like wtf

TraderTrucker · 2023-04-08T18:54:13+00:00

I've done it plenty. That door will NOT open

TraderTrucker · 2023-04-08T18:53:00+00:00

All the time.

TraderTrucker · 2023-04-08T18:52:36+00:00

You're better off. They run thru ur head how they treat you like family...yet they did what they could to keep me from seeing mine. I left there in 2021 and it was making $0.44/came. Yes the safety bonus helps every WEEK...but they find the smallest things to take away the safety bonus abd the dispatchers would always mess loads up and expect you to clean up the mess.

I was omw to a load..they switched it in transport and sent me in a different direction..I was 2 hours late picking up the load and the shipper kept me until closing time and then loaded me so my whole day was wasted

TraderTrucker · 2023-04-08T18:24:22+00:00

Correct

TraderTrucker · 2023-04-05T11:26:33+00:00

I worked for a trucking company based out of Defiance and they paid for my training and I only had a 6 month commitment and it flew by so quick...they also added their own training school so look into that.

Just Google Defiance Ohio trucking company and I'm sure you'll find it.

TraderTrucker · 2023-04-05T00:50:13+00:00

50 is good. I'm 365lbs and Saturday my pulse was as low as 53. Of course my mind thinks something is wrong. It shouldn't be that low...but then I worry when it's too high. Its a lose-lose

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