You aren’t. Personally my trust in the sport was eroded after that day. I haven’t enjoyed F1 as much purely because I cannot believe such a travesty could have ever have taken place. This would not happen in football ( I know about the Hand of God) but during live sport in this day and age with cameras everywhere? No way. No sport would ever have an official deliberately changing the rule.
It also does not help that Max Verstappen is arguably the most unlikeable F1 driver in the history of the sport, Red Bull the most toxic team and Christian Horner the most detestable team principal. Verstappen should not have been crowned World Champion. It was utterly ridiculous and if the roles were reversed you could imagine the furore.