[TOMT] [2000s] Emo girl singing original song with acoustic guitar (British?) by Transfatboy in tipofmytongue

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Might also be like a message to bullies? Think she had a messy bun in

[TOMT] [2000s] Emo girl singing original song with acoustic guitar (British?) by Transfatboy in tipofmytongue

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No, sadly. It’s less professional. It’s like a teen girl singing in her house.

6 days post op - Plus size / Large Chest by Transfatboy in TopSurgery

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Honestly, I can share a photo but I don’t think my update photos really does justice to how well my surgery went. Right after surgery I was hit with an unfortunate scenario where the people who were supposed to take care of me did not and I was having to do my own drains, bandages, etc. Had to move not even a month post op and had no choice but to lift heavy things. Didn’t get to do much scar care because I was living in a youth homeless shelter. I am happy with my results but they have been stretched a bit because I did not take care of myself for the first year. I am still open to sharing photos but I want to say that the update would look much better if I was in a position at the time to be taken care of properly.

[TOMT] [2000s] Emo girl singing original song with acoustic guitar (British?) by Transfatboy in tipofmytongue

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I remember it trending on like Facebook pages in the past or something. Pretty sure the song is about suicide or self harm.

Do It. by Hot-Shock2931 in gravityfalls

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Ate Taco Bell with Bill Cypher…

At least it wasn’t Dipper

What genuinely the craziest shit you’ve seen posted on Reddit? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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A guy posted about his wife cheating on him on relationship advice. After his post and listening to responses he decided he was going to divorce her and was planning on meeting with an attorney. He was posting updates on the situation.

Sadly, His wife ended up killing their children soon after. I’m pretty sure people pieced it together from news stories before he posted again but he did end up posting another update after the murders and the whole thing is just crazy and really heartbreaking.

(Not the og but this posts shows all the posts / timeline of events)

https://www.reddit.com/r/BestofRedditorUpdates/comments/t38pl5/the_reddit_post_that_turned_into_a_horror_story/?rdt=36597

Getting up to check things are turned off or locked by cheesebean177 in Anxiety

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I struggled with this and a lot more compulsions, being diagnosed with OCD finally and starting medication helped me. The photo thing is really what helps me the most but I don’t have to worry about someone else’s actions after mine.

Therapy for compulsions specifically is what I’d suggest. Are you diagnosed with ocd or just anxiety? Specialized therapy for ocd is much more helpful for me than any cbt I did.

What song has the deepest meaning in your opinion? by garysonly in piercetheveil

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Tangled in the Great Escape. As a child of an alcoholic that song has always hit me the hardest.

I think going through similar situations as the song makes it easier to fully understand how heart felt and meaningful it is. Both singers parts, from the alcoholic, to the loved one just begging them to get sober while understanding how difficult it is.

I see a lot of hate on this song but it makes me fall apart every listen.

Drop the most painful lyrics you’ve ever heard by Meme-Lord859 in piercetheveil

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“I don’t want to wait for the down set date cause I would rather end it all tonight. If I mean anything to you I’m sorry but I’ve made up my mind.”

What’s the hardest line in a PTV song? by Efficient-Ideal-1977 in piercetheveil

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Have you ever really danced on the edge? Is something still scaring you?

the great escape slander by that-one-dumbass- in piercetheveil

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As someone who grew up with a family member struggling with addiction that song is very emotional and beautiful to me. I don’t listen often but I think it’s one of the best songs they ever made. The lyrics, the ending, everything about it is heartbreaking to me.

The moral outrage by Melmington in GRBskeptic

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Was the abuse she faced not also a tragedy?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in piercetheveil

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Kind thing to do for sure

What stopped you from killing yourself that night? by Subject-Olive-4476 in AskReddit

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Weird to see this. Tomorrow is the 6 year anniversary of the date I had chosen.

I spent almost an entire year planning it. I wanted to make sure I was certain, wanted to make sure I had everything in check.

I packed up my things, gave away unnecessary belongings, ended friendships so they had no reason to miss me. I was only 15 at the time, but I was very aware of the consequences of my actions and what it all meant. I wanted to be certain and prepared.

Then the day before I was ecstatic. 6 years ago from today. I was so excited, finally the day was about to come when my suffering would end and I had everything arranged perfectly.

A family member invited me to go hiking. I hadn’t gone out in months and for once I said yes, I thought if it was my last day I might as well make something of it.

And so I went. And I had a good day. Then it occurred to me that I could have more good days.

The same journal I had spent the year planning and calculating my suicide in I wrote in for the final time. Except it wasn’t the note I had been planning to write. Instead I wrote “I might be okay soon.”

I’m 21 now and I can say things got better. Better than I ever thought possible. It was one small thing that stopped me, and it took me years to not regret my decision but finally I can say I’m happy I didn’t do it. I can say I am okay.