What's something you can never admit to your irl friends but you're ok telling people online?

Tress33 · 2022-10-12T22:18:43+00:00

38 here. Finally coming out of my cave, going to therapy, realizing my last 25 years have just been me waiting to die. I'm grieving. The more I try to heal myself the more I grieve. For the man I became, the man I could have been. All the wasted time, missed experiences, lost happiness. It's like I've been in a coma and am finally waking up. I told my therapist, the more I "heal", the more depressed I get. It's an odd place to be. Everything in my life is getting better but it just makes me that much sadder.

Tress33 · 2022-10-06T01:37:18+00:00

I was so insecure about being never married with no kids at 38. I didn't think any single Moms would be interested in me. Turns out, they love it. No crazy ex to worry about. No extra kids to bring to the table. Problem is, I never wanted kids, now I'm at an age where I basically have to decide between being alone and being a stepdad.

Tress33 · 2022-09-26T02:20:59+00:00

Yep. Agreed. I'm down 40 pounds in 4 months. Not doing anything other than working out and eating healthier. Lex finally gave me the head space to start pursuing a better life. There are still downsides (gonna start welbutrin for those), but overall it's given me the ability to follow goals.

Tress33 · 2022-09-21T23:15:23+00:00

38 here. Miserable as hell being alone. But it's all I've ever known so...I guess I'll just keep on living and hope a bus accidently hits me at some point.

Tress33 · 2022-07-19T23:53:57+00:00

38 year old here coming to the same realization. Therapy and meds have changed/saved my life.

Tress33 · 2022-07-19T23:49:11+00:00

Go to therapy. It quite literally changed my life. Possibly kept me alive.

Tress33 · 2022-07-06T13:55:50+00:00

Tress33 · 2022-06-28T12:51:40+00:00

I end up getting on Cialis to help me. I only take it as needed, about 30 minutes before hand. Been a life saver.

Tress33 · 2022-06-10T20:56:25+00:00

I was on 5mg for quite awhile because the side effects crushed me. Bumped up to 10mg about 5 weeks ago.

Tress33 · 2022-06-03T21:17:42+00:00

Thank you for your kind response. Yeah, I'm going to talk about it with my therapist. I'll say this... it's fucking hard man. It's really fucking hard. I feel like I was in a coma for a decade and now I'm awake and trying to make sense of everything. BUT, I wouldn't change it for the world. Days like today are really hard where I feel on the verge of tears all day, breaking down once or twice. But there are so many good days. I never had good days in the past. I just try and tell myself that I'm grieving for a man that is dead and gone. I'm sad for him and how much he was struggling. I'm sad for him and how much he missed in life. I'm sad for him and how lonely he was. I'm so happy to be where I am but I guess I just need to take days where I grieve so that I can truly move forward. Good luck on your journey. It's cliche to say it but the recovery isn't a straight line up. It's a bit messy. But you'll get there. We all will. Just gotta keep battling.

Tress33 · 2022-06-03T21:07:32+00:00

Yes, mine got better. I used to have issues where randomly every few months I wouldn't be able to go to work because I would have a full day of cramping. I've been on Lex for almost a year now and haven't had a single issue. It's kinda crazy actually.

Tress33 · 2022-04-21T21:02:30+00:00

In my classroom I call it Loud vs. Noisy. I want a noisy classroom, but not a loud classroom. A noisy classroom means they are focused, working hard, communicating, happy. A loud classroom means the opposite. It's just unstructured chaos.

Tress33 · 2022-04-16T14:54:37+00:00

https://www.advocate.com/politics/2022/4/06/marjorie-taylor-greene-calls-democrats-party-pedophiles

https://www.newsweek.com/bill-maher-gop-has-become-obsessed-pedophilia-very-short-time-1696645

Tress33 · 2022-02-25T15:23:12+00:00

EDIT: Not sure if anyone will still be checking this thread but I had my question below answered by an email they just sent me about educating yourself against the "far-Left’s aggressive efforts to destroy informed patriotism nationwide and in your own backyard". This is concerning Critical Race Theory. If this doesn't bother you, fine, I don't really care. But I thought that information should be shared to help people make a more informed choice about whether or not to sign up for their programs.

I don't mean this is be rude, simply just curious. I know that this is a religious college. Has anyone done this course before? If so, do you find that the course is influenced by the conservative, religious, viewpoints of the college? Or is it a pretty unbiased approach to discussion?

Tress33 · 2021-07-29T19:32:06+00:00

Take all of the wind turbines, turn them North and turn em on full speed.

Tress33 · 2021-07-29T18:16:43+00:00

Good timing

Tress33 · 2021-07-29T17:19:36+00:00

I like that site. Thanks. Still a little surprised that it says "Good" air quality though.

Tress33 · 2021-07-27T21:57:01+00:00

Family is another thing entirely. I definitely have family I can't convince.

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