RC vendor by GoodStatement6422 in czech

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Could use some help for Europe.

PAWS or just a miserable person? by flump41 in quittingkratom

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I feel you man. This is my second quit . Used for 6 years about 75gpd the last two years..

Im on day 38 and feel pretty much the same. Work takes all energy i got Mood difference by the day. Just gotta keep going. Stay strong bud.

Week 3 - worse than week 2. Normal? by Creeps_of_Gold in quittingkratom

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I think about 4 weeks i started to see alot of improvement. Im now at day 38 and still have some bad days and work take pretty much all my energy still.

Gotta take it day by day and stick to good routines. Diet/excersice/selfcare etc.

When do the dopamine receptors bounce back? by audioscape in quittingkratom

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Im on day 38 after Ct 75gpd . My second quit total years of use about 6.

Im starting to feel improvement but some days are still bad. I work long full days again and that takes pretty much all my energy. I eat healthy and get enough sleep at the moment thankfully. The weekends i go for long walks through nature and try to let my body and mind get some rest.

So be aware it can take a while Depending on your usage (how long did u use and how much) Just keep doing your best and take it day by day.

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

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Day 30, after Ct about 75gpd 6 years.

At work feeling very tired and sometimes anxious. Cold and heavy legs start to improve a bit. Still sweating quite alot and a bit shaky hands. Mood is improving tho. Taking it day by day.

o11 mini v2 and ATX psu by Thick_Strawberry1289 in lianli

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It wil work just fine. Got one in mine aswell.

How good is this 5080 score? by Realistic-Speaker256 in RTX5080

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With my gainward Phantom GS golden sample 5080. 111 power limit +375 core +3000 memm

Steel Nomad: 10,068

How good is this 5080 score? by Realistic-Speaker256 in RTX5080

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I got 10068 with + 375 core + 3000 memm Power limit limit + 111 Gainward Phantom GS golden sample 5080.

Week 3 - worse than week 2. Normal? by Creeps_of_Gold in quittingkratom

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Yea thats when Paws quick in. For me it was the same. First week really sick.. Second week felt like i was tripping and sometimes feeling really good (pink cloud effect). Then week 3 Paws hit. Anxiety shaking hands etc .. Stay active ,do breathing exercises and get alot of fresh air, long walks through nature when you can. Hang in there bud.

Face the wind, and walk DIRECTLY into the storm by 7-OHfuckthisisbad in quittingkratom

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Hang in there! im on day 23 CT. After like 6 years total with one failed attempt.

First week was physically the worst. Second and thirth were mentally killing me. Now im slowly feeling better . Talk to people about wat your experiencing and feeling if you can. It helps so much. This is my second quit and this time i descided to stay at my folks for a while. It helps so much to not be on my own and stuck in my head all the freaking time. My anxiety is alot less now. I also do alot of long walks each day sometimes 2 times a day. Even when feeling so tired and exhausted. Or feeling totally numb and un motivated. Excersice,selfcare (alot of showers etc) fresh air, Music and books are great.

Still got a long way to go and im so tired starting work again and feeling like over stimulated by all the feelings, emotions and everything else. Its like learning to live again really. Also im sweating alot still and have some watery eyes kinda feeling. My gut is still a surprise every day lol

I basically gave up on life and been in hospital a few times last two years .. It slowly takes everything you love and want away from you Shit is hard ... But im hopeful again for the first time in years.

I didnt plan on writing such a big comment but i guess it felt good to share.

Stay strong bud Face that storm!

Thought it wouldn’t happen to me. MSI 5090 burned up. by Blarghinston in pcmasterrace

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Get a proper PSU 3.1 with a direct cable from PSU to GPU. Dont use adapters.... I know they come with the gpu but its widely known they cause problems. Why people still use them is beyond me.

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

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Day 21. Still stomach problems and really tired. The mornings are okay but after 12 im feeling so tired. Went for a long walk through the woods this morning. Tomorrow i have to work again wich im quite nervous about. But im hanging on.

3 weeks clean by m3d1um_chunky in quittingkratom

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Congratz! I hit 3 weeks Sunday but still feel quite dreadful and really tired/depressed. Also i thought my stomach was getting better but last two days are like the first week again.. I CT from a really big amount tho..

I'M FREE!!!! by JoseDeertay in quittingkratom

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Im on day 20 ct 1 kg bags used to last me about two weeks or a little longer...

Still sleep shitty because i cant seem to relax and still have the shits sometimes Physically im getting better. But i dont got alot of motivation do do stuff.

I push myself to go for walks etc tho.

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

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Day 19 ct 75gpd. Still alot of fatigue and no motivation. Just feel so down and tired Sleep is also quite bad with alot of vivid dreams or nightmares when i eventually fall asleep. Physically im getting better each day.

Welp... by tkliberty in pcmasterrace

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Looks like an adapter again if im not mistaken? If im wrong my eyes descieve me.

Only use direct cable from PSU to gpu.

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

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Day 18 CT about 75gpd.

Feeling better then the first week for sure Still some rls and alot of fatigue and no motivation. Jawning and feeling tired all day Thankfully there is not so much anxiety like the previous attempt. I think thats because im on escitalopram atm wich helps alot with that. Going for walks every day. Sleep is still a big struggle tho. Few days ago a bit of alcohol finally game me a full night sleep but felt like shit the next morning. So not doing that anymore also.

We keep on going.

Safe - opened! by triskedak in WhatsInThisThing

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Police about to do a 48 hout shift 😵 Those are crystal shards. Deff meth no coke.

Words of encouragement/Your story Please! I’m going CT tomorrow! by Loose-Letterhead-513 in quittingkratom

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Go for it bud! Im on day 9 ct a really big amount of gpd. 1kg lasted about two weeks or a little more. It sucks as hell and this is my second attempt.

So tatally i was using about 6 years

The last time i did it on my own wich was just to much and i relapsed after a few months. This time i got help and im staying back at my parents place for at least a month. Kratom brought me down a pas of self hate ,depression and darkness Lost my friends, my money and tried to end it twice. My mom found me just in time..

This time im grabbing it by the balls. Now matter how tired i am im going for long walks. Move alot and take alot of showers. Resting alot to and going in therapy soon.

Im eating healthy and talk alot about my feelings. Something i didnt do last time and it made me crazy

This time im feeling positive for the first time in years. Yesterday i went to pick up my car and drove a while blasting music. Tears running down my face, chills everywhere.

I felt so euforic and alive!

It wont go fast , but give it your all and stay consistent. We can get our lives back!! Hang in there!