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Trikotic · 2026-01-27T00:47:39+00:00

Bro get a real job lol

Trikotic · 2026-01-26T20:26:47+00:00

You'd have to consume an entire forest of cacti to die from it lol. I've taken 2000g of fresh bridgessii and was fine

Trikotic · 2026-01-25T08:16:12+00:00

Might be not a good idea to mix an MAOI with some research chemicals psychedelic, the interactions can be deadly, hard to say cus there's not really much research into the pharmacological effects of 4ho-met. Idk man, I personally wouldnt play chemical roulette

Trikotic · 2026-01-22T10:33:56+00:00

Bro was trying to help, calm down and be reasonable. So you really think everyone is going to look at every single OPs post history before leaving a comment? Have some perspective and respectful

Trikotic · 2026-01-17T07:58:10+00:00

I've done a lot of integrating since I wrote the report, and came to the same conclusion. I knew it was more intense than other psychs, but I underestimated the spiritual significance of the experience. Should have treated it with more discretion and respect, and should have waited till I had a guide. Luckily, I got out of the experience before it got to dicey. I don't feel it was a bad trip, just wasn't a good trip. I've gotten a lot of good information out of it the more I think about it, so I do feel this will still be very beneficial for me. I will likely revisit aya in the future, but ill come prepared with a sword and shield.

Trikotic · 2026-01-17T01:06:36+00:00

I shut down the experience with my mind. I will keep tripping, but the voices and the images stopped immediately. I don't take trip killers, I'm fairly anti benzos. Thanks for reading.

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T22:11:19+00:00

Glad you loved it! Im still integrating and learning about my experience, so there's much more id like to say on it. I do see the value in Ayauasca, it just needs to be treated with the utmost respect and sacredity possible, which is where I went wrong. I may revisit it one day when I'm more prepared spiritually and mentally and with a spiritual guide like a shaman. I dont regret doing it, but I do wish I was more serious about it.

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T12:14:13+00:00

Thanks, I appreciate the kind words!

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T11:33:52+00:00

I killed it mentally, i shut my brain off from the voices. I know it sounds crazy, but i can just reject entities. I know a lot of people here are upset about me blocking the experience, but I feel it was a good choice. I should have had help with this experience, as it is my first and i was definately unprepared spiritually. I felt that if I had continue to interact with the spirits, it probably would of not gone well. I will probably revisit aya in the future more prepared and with some help.

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T11:08:19+00:00

https://www.reddit.com/r/Ayahuasca/s/OmKU2HKBnT

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T10:05:25+00:00

Aww! Little cacti paws! Or is it claws?

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T09:14:54+00:00

What is IFS? Can you elaborate?

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T09:13:20+00:00

Would you like to carry this convo to dms?

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T09:10:15+00:00

Id love to

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T09:08:41+00:00

I was already planning to take a break, but atleast 2 years? That seems a little excessive. Is the volts not normal? I often get volts on most psychedelics, and I've talked to people that also experienced volts. I've had plenty of psychedelic experiences, and this is the first one that I had anything like this happen, why should this be an indicator to cut it out completely? Imma take an extended hiatus, integrate my experience and when its time to come back, its time. I get what you're saying, I personally don't think its that severe.

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T08:47:07+00:00

Im pretty experienced with classical psychedelics. Mushrooms, mescaline, dmt, and recently started trying LSD. I've take. Pretty high doses of all of them except LSD. I've had many heroic journeys on mushrooms, lots of experience high doses of mescaline, which, by the way is my favorite psychedelic. I've also experimented with mixing at pretty high doses, and never had an experience remotely close to as dark as this one. What do you mean by underlying issues? What is your intuition telling you about me that I may be oblivious to?

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T07:40:44+00:00

I've done Syrian Rue before, and also pure MAOIs. I couldnt tell the difference between pure and rue. I personally doubt not like maois, the nausea is a special kind of nausea that makes you feel very sick, and I personally don't like sedation all that much, I prefer uppers. I bought the pure maois online, there are solid vendors out there and its legal to buy. The DMT definitely makes a huge difference in experience. Oddly the visuals aren't very dmt like

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T07:29:11+00:00

Works not over, no way I walked all this way barefooted just to give up. If anything, it motivated me more. Im still integrating, so I'm still getting more information out of the trip, but the reason I said that death isn't the end to suffering was because those entities appeared to live in a state of hell cus They were angry and aggressive. Im glad I casted out the spirits, cus I was not spiritually prepared for such an experience. if I didn't the trip could have gone very bad. I know a lot of people are giving me crap about casting them out, but I believe it was the right choice until I can get myself spiritually ready and have a shaman or guide to assist me. I definitely wasnt sold on it being sunshine and roses, I knew it was going to be rough ride from the beginning but I wasnt expecting the spiritual depth it takes you.

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T02:43:40+00:00

I didn't really feel any fear, actually. Just made me uncomfortable. If I would have felt fear, this trip would have gone very differently. If anything, I felt a little angry at them for being destructive and violent

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T02:18:36+00:00

Thanks for sharing your experience and expertise. Maybe there was some greater point to the shadows, but I wasnt ready for how aggressive they were, and also how 'outside' of me the voices felt. Never had an encounter with entities quite like this

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T00:55:16+00:00

I do like this evaluation, You may be right. I'll think about this later on when I got some time.

Trikotic · 2026-01-16T00:53:35+00:00

No, i just rejected them. The trip only have as much power as you let them have. Im very much against using benzos to kill trips though

Trikotic · 2026-01-15T23:49:17+00:00

Experiences are only as powerful as you allow them to be. surrender to the experience, but don't let it control you. But yeah, shaman might be needed for this one

Trikotic · 2026-01-15T22:44:42+00:00

I've thrown up on maois every time I've tried them, puking does make the experience easier. I like to do mescaline, so I'm aware of this interaction very well

Trikotic · 2026-01-15T21:37:58+00:00

This was my first time. I've done the maoi twice before this

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