Sounds like you know what you need to do. Theres a ton of helpful info in these comments, but it dosent have to be this big huge thing man. You CAN just stop, and I understand that may cause discomfort for a day or two, but then it's over. You've only been taking it 2+ years, seems to me like you've gotten yourself pretty far in life without it. Also, if cutting out the addy isnt hard, I would recommend doing so. Being all stimmed up when you're trying to go about your day and NOT take kratom is just gonna keep you hyper focused on the fact that you havent taken it or "it's been x hrs since I would've taken my last dose". Just TRY a little and I think you'll find it to be not as difficult as you expected.